The day has barely begun…and already I can feel the darkness creeping into me…I hate this feeling…I don’t like being alone…all I see are happy ..
Lonely valentine’s
Ive been really depressed for the past few years and I feel so tired all the time. I had a rough childhood full of bullying,abuse and neglect from parents,r***,assault ..
I am very sad my mother is donating my kitten to a stranger, she always said she would donate them because she hated them and that there would be no cats in the house, ..
I wish my dad would genuinely love me. I’m so tired of trying to be okay even now as a adult.
I’m jealous. I’m hurt. I still love them both and want to be supportive but it’s hard when they have what I almost had but didn’t because ..
i have been thinking of killing myself for the past 6 years and the reason i havent is because i have a handful of people who love me and i cant stand the thought ..
I just jacked off and there was a little bit of blood in my c**
Fighting the urge to pick a blade. Any blade.
My husband of thirty-six years and I had always had a beautiful relationship. Now, he gets mad at me for everything. I’m terrified that he’ll become physical. ..
All I wanted for 2020 was to not spend Valentine’s day or my birthday alone…and it looks like I’ll be doing both…I feel I’ll be alone ..
Rather than celebrating Valentine’s Day, I’ll be struggling to get the internet bill paid because my husband never checks his emails and the payment ..
If there is a god, he hates me.
Why am I helping the persons who caused all this pain to me? Why am I helping them? After all the years they cheated on me and laughed at me. Now, I’m still helping ..
I’m so depressed i haven’t done anything for the past decade. I live the same day everyday and hallucinate sometimes that I’m euphoric and awesome. ..
Excuse me while I go off & stare @ the blank spot on the wall again. Cuz that’s all I have the energy for right now.
May those who are sexist, homophobic or racist be cursed for the upcoming week.
everyone in my family is smart and successful and all and then theres me so f****** stupid my parents call me stupid one second and the next second they are like ..
Caught my wife cheating. She was remorseful, I forgave her. She brought up open marriage, and I couldnt throw away the long relationship we had so I agreed. She sees ..
I am afraid. I dont know whats gonna be home. And the first room i was in leaked water from roof during rain. And i m too old to tell someone i m afraid. I am expected ..
I’m so sad. I’m ugly. The back of my neck is dark. Some people use it as an insult to me. They don’t know that I’m doing my best to make ..
Can’t sleep. This is usually when the thoughts of self-harm & suicide kick in.
This is a long one and a dousey: I am almost 35 and have never really had a career. I have had jobs, but never a career. My path was derailed by my own choosing, ..
I’ve been trying to write up something to vent about for a couple of weeks and keep deleting it because of how pathetic I end up feeling once it’s partially ..
Today (well technically yesterday because it’s past 12 AM for me) I asked my crush out. She said no. We’re still cool. I’m somehow more upset with ..
I’m a man and can’t stand anorexic women with short hair. Short hair and anorexia are disgusting on women and I know that most men share the same opinion. ..
I’m so in love with my guide and he’s not human like me
It’s only the middle of the day & I already want to harm and/or kill myself. Just need the guts to do it.
So, I’m going to start receiving services again for the 10th time from a different agency, the most frustrating part is I Don’t need em lol, if my parents did a decent ..
It disgusts me that my dad and grandpa doesn’t wash their hands after using the bathroom
I don’t understand why I am expected to be some happy person after the s***** and metal and physical abuse, I started killing animals at a young age and then ..
I hope you die in a fire
Suicide is my only choice
Suicide is my 2020 resolution
i never felt loved by my family, never had friends genuinely love me and all my lovers used me
like if everyone has a currency i don’t have: privacy.
Only thing keeping me from kms is the fact that my mom said I’ll go to hell if I do I don’t want to take that chance
Once again, feeling the equivalent of staring at a blank spot on the wall.
f****** hate being on peroid.
I’m just so lonely. I’m too weird, too ugly, too disabled, too mentally ill, too stupid, too everything. I can only talk with people online, on video ..