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I have a secret. I love a Shaolin warrior monk, but he’s not a monk anymore. I keep my feelings hidden, but my love for him grows stronger every day. I don’t want to tell him, so I keep it to myself. Then, he changed his path and became an actor. I had no idea he was acting. I was shocked to see him online with so many followers and fans. It feels like he’s above me now, and all I can do is cry. I can’t reach him because he’s so popular. I love him deeply. I get jealous when other women tell him they love him. I feel hopeless because he has so many fans. If he knew how I felt, he would probably just see me as another fan.

I still love him and hide my feelings. There are good days and bad days, and I often cry. When I feel jealous or see another woman flirting with him, I cry a lot. It hurts so much that I feel like I’m losing my mind, but I’ve held on for years. I cry every year. I feel okay sometimes, but when I get hurt again, the tears come back. It’s like I could cry blood. One woman even told him she ‘longs’ for him. I cried again. It’s overwhelming how many women love him. I think the women in his circle are rich and beautiful.I did nothing but hide because if he knew I love him, he would likely see me as just a fan.

Back then, when he was a Shaolin warrior monk, I was struggling with my feelings. I dreamed of him leaving his monk life to marry me. I wanted to be his girlfriend and then his wife. I had these dreams, but I knew they were impossible. My mind was fighting my heart, telling me it wasn’t allowed. Later, when he became an actor, I thought maybe he would go back to being a monk so no woman would pursue him. I let him go to a woman I knew was close to him. I felt jealous because I had nothing to offer, but she had what he needed. I gave him to her. Still, I tried to be selfless. I knew I was losing to her, but deep down, I wished he was mine. I really love him, but there’s nothing I can do.

Now, he doesn’t know how much I love him. I love him so much. I just keep looking at his social media. I also check the account of the girl who likes him and is now his friend, I think.

I lose. I really lose. If only… if only he were mine. Just mine. My heart is calling out for him. I love him so much. So much.

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When I was younger, not the youcaler and there’s a girl that used to live up the street from me, I used to go over to her house and play with her in her backyard, and 1 day you were out there playing and her mom and dad came out and said you 2 need to come in before it gets stormy out and people flip them, it didn’t seem like it was going to get stormy out, but we went in anyways and we went down in the basement. Her father had a camera set up and a couch there in a chair. And he told us to sit down and we did and total death start taking off our clothes, and we did get completely n***, and he was taking pictures of me n***. Her father started playing with my c*** and looked over at her mother and they where playing with one another then also sudden her father open up my legs and looked down on me and started sucking my c***. He wife said Sam are you video taping this. He shake his head yes and said he taste very good. Then he lifted my legs up high and he put his c*** inside me. He slowly put it all the inside me and bring it all the way back out. He kept doing that for a couple of hours .he told his wife to get the camera up close and when he pulled out of me a lot c** came out. He must have c** inside me a lot to have that much c** coming out of me. We did it again the next day. But this time he was really pushing it deeper inside me and we did different precision , and he was still shoving it in so deep. He did this a lot that hole day. He was calling me his son too. Then he asked me son do you like it when I f*** you. I said yes daddy. But all this time my mother and father was watching him f*** me like that from the other room. He would f*** me and c** inside me so much and video tape him and me having s** together. One day my mom and dad wasn’t there because two other men fucked me. I know he was charging them to have s** with me and taped all of it.He did this time after time and my mother and father weren’t there. One time there was 5 other guys there and they all took turns f****** me. They all came inside me and there was all kinds of people watching. Time after time there were all kinds of men f****** me. It was like they had a party and these men would f*** me good.

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I need to confess something that has bothered me for a long time. At almost 14 years old I masturbated fairly frequently as most boys do at that age. My parents thought it would be a good idea for me to spend the summer at my uncle’s farm. He lived in a different state and I only met him once when I was younger. He would pay me to work. I met an aunt for the first time and their 2 sons. Tony was 7 months older than me and Jeff was 9 and had Downs Syndrome. He couldn’t talk, only grunted. After a big meal my parents left and Tony took me on a tour of the farm. Of course Jeff tagged along. We ended up at the barn to show me the tractors I was going to learn to drive. I heard Tony say come here and turned to see what he wanted. He was pulling his pants down and Jeff went over to him and got on his knees. Tony held him by the head and started f****** him in the mouth. I couldn’t say anything I was so surprised. He finished in less than a minute it seemed and told me it was my turn if I wanted to. Sure I said. I walked over to Jeff, pulled my pants down and he took my d*** into his mouth and started sucking. I was amazed at how hard he could s***. Tony told me to hold his head and f*** his mouth. It’s better that way so I did. I came on the fourth stroke but I didn’t want Tony to know that so I kept going until I came again. Tony just said pretty good, huh? Then he took another turn. We did this four times each in less than an hour. I had 5 orgasms my first hours there. The 3 of us shared a room so we did this every night all summer long after we were sure everyone was asleep and Jeff never complained or resisted. Almost everyday sometimes twice a day and always every night we would f*** his mouth until we had enough. The summer seemed very short as you can guess. I learned to drive a truck, 2 different tractors and went home with a little money in my pocket. My first night home I needed to m********* and noticed a big difference in my p****. It was noticeably longer and a great deal fatter. Especially at the head. It looked swollen even when I wasn’t erect. I never masturbated all summer so I didn’t notice until I was home. Even my friends noticed in the school gym shower. I never told anyone until now. Thank goodness my d*** kept growing with the rest of my body. I feel so bad about how we treated Jeff. He was hit by a car and killed after Thanksgiving that year and I never went back to the farm. Heard that Tony got a 19 year old girl pregnant when he was 17 and got married. Last I heard of him.

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