I was over a year and a half clean of self harm but today things got too much and I relapsed. This is gonna sound horrible but it felt like a weight was off my chest ..
it’s so hard to be happy
i introduced my (now ex) to my best friend 2 years ago. they got together. recently she called me crying over the phone and we spoke for a while, apparently they’d ..
I’ve been a nice and caring and helpful guy all of my adult life. I had some behavioral issues when I was a teenager but I matured and moved on. In my almost ..
What I wouldn’t give to cut my vein open with an exacto knife.
i miss him so much.
my dad has so bad anger issues n just idk bro everything hurts so bad he yells at me all the time and this has been going on for almost 2 years even since my mom left, ..
I cried about you today again, A. I don’t know if I miss you or if im just attached. I blocked you and your new girlfriend on all social media. Fuck you both ..
Prestonian ate two Big Bufords off my dick shish kebab style. I hate a cold sprite for him but he said he drinks only Golden Ale & I unloaded about a pint of piss ..
I live comfortably, with a big house, money, and nobody in my family ever went through hardships. Yet I feel alone, nobody really ever notices me or my accomplishments, ..
PLEASE I JUST WANT TO FEEL HAPPY I WANT TO BE IN LOVE AVAIN I WANT TO FEEL AT HOME PLEASE GOD . I WANT TO BE HAPPY WITH MYSELF I LOVE YOU I HATE MYSELF I WANT TO DIE. ..
Uh oh, did somone declare herpes?
I’m an epic failure who doesn’t deserve to be alive.
I really wish I could believe in a higher power, my entire family is Southern Baptist, but I want to convert to Catholicism. If I tell my family I’m afraid they ..
MY PERIOD CRAMPS HURT SO FUCKING MUCH I’M CRYING AND MY BRAIN CAN’T CHOOSE WHETHER WE’RE HORNY OR DEPRESSED SEND HELP.
I’ve held this in for so long as I’ve felt so incredibly guilty about it as I thought it was my fault. But basically Fuck you for not taking my answer as a no, Fuck ..
Today I am so fucking pissed, I want to scream. So tired of people’s pouty passive aggressiveness. Fucking livid, exhausted and sad. I want to smash everything.
HE IS THE ONLY ONE WHO ACTUALLY GIVES A FUCK ABOUT ME. ☹️
kaha se start karu samaj nahi ata.. bas koye ho jo mujay samaj . jab se peeyesh gya bohot bigad gaya aisa lag raha hai . i curse my life. pakka woh baduva de raha ..
My therapist really did hang them self. As a matter of fact the last thing I remember him saying to me after he smacked himself in the face and was like fuck not this ..
Feel like cutting myself.
I know we are both married. I still can’t help but feel like you are my person. My heart wants you. I sure wish things were different. You are amazing. ♥️
lockdown is tearing away at my mental health. Ive been having increasingly violent daydreams about taking a sharp object and cruelly stabbing my fahter to death. ..
All I want to do is stare at the blank spot on the wall & ceiling. Feeling numb & dead inside.
I hate you husband! You are lousy and unhelpful. Our son is your son too, I can’t deal with autistic child 24/7 and take care of your needs and house!!!!! ..
I never asked to be born Existing is so painful. I don’t remember the last time I was happy Does such a thing really exist? I’ve spent my whole life ..
I’m in chronic pain and I’m thinking about killing myself but i don’t wanna die tho
I love her, I’m so sorry
I still love you 😞
Love hurts so much.. it’s like we became joker and harley and that makes me sad cause I really loved you and I knew that you love me deep down too but now I don’t ..
I thought we had a thing going. It feels like the best friendship ever. My heart feels warm around you. You suddenly got really busy, i understand. I’m ok with ..
I am tired of saving my beloved ones from others… I got too late to discover that it’s the beloved one’s intention not to stay only fir me… ..
I miss my horny psycho girlfriend who used to always be up for sex and would always initiate sex if I didn’t and I never had to worry about rejection. Even ..
Wish I didn’t exist. The world’s a better place without me.
Feels like my husband only touches me for sex. I crave love. I want to hold hands just to be close but his phone seems to be more important. I want to snuggle at bedtime ..
I miss the accent and that awful goingtodieoflungcancer smokers cough . Sigh
Is he my twin flame? 🙁
The only reason I haven’t tried to get medications is because I’d finally have the energy to go through with it.
I cannot find a single part of my family or friends life that wouldn’t be improved by me not being there. I’m probably better of dead
Didn’t sleep well. Just want to harm myself and/or end it all.
