you are not real.

I drink a lot. I’m fine when I’m drunk with people. As soon as I’m wasted alone, I want to kill people. I hate myself and I hate everyone around me. I want to kill everyone. I want to cause physical harm to everyone.

The thought that there are so many places I haven’t been yet makes me want to get my stuff and leave right now. I don’t have any money and I said I was going back to school but I cant shake this feeling of needing to get out there and...

I keep wanting the next girl i find something with to be “The One”, but i’m losing hope. Do I keep going through heart-breaks and deal with the pain in hopes the next time i take a flying leap there will be someone there to catch me? Or do i...

I kissed my ex. And I don’t know if I like him or not. We have been hanging out a lot and since then I feel like I have to be this super fun girl and nope. He found this girl named Jillian and he likes her and not me....

Im 16, a girl, I drink, I mess around with guys….I am too. I have lust. I want a child now, but know it’s not the right thing to do. I feel like I am not in control of my owl life, as if i was just being stringed along,...

I consider myself a Christian, and I’ve been making an effort at it especially lately. Well, last night, my friend Amber invited me to her friends house and there were a bunch
Of Hungarian people drinking and having a good time and I drank (keep in mind I’m 19)...

i’m bi, me and a friend (who is gay) give blow jobs to each other and w*** off. but every time he asks if we can b** i say sure then on the day we planned it i come up with an escuse not to go, but i want it...

I often have to hang up on my girlfriend when she is with her friends and talking to me on the phone because I’m too socially awkward and get extremely uncomfortable around people and her.

I say my phone died or crashed, and she thinks nothing of it.

I feel voilence around me. I can see darkness. Not shadows, but hatred and lust and desire and lies and everything wrong with everything. And I want to give in to the evils around me. I want to be the fear of others, cruel merciless and torturous. But the other...

I want to be a drug addict, a drinker, a smoker, a partier. I want my life to s***. I want to have nothing to live for. I want to lose my responsibility. I want to f*** a girl. I want to lose my soul. I want to be an...

I want to be treated like a girl, and s******* I want to be treated helplessly and be controlled, but I’m too scared to confess to someone and risk them not supporting or agreeing with me.

I hate this feeling. Why can’t I just be normal… why can’t I stop crying… even when I’m thrilled my little demon never leaves… he is always watching and waiting until he can choke me out again.

Hey Jerry! Give my wife a call! I know you want to..

I’ve been feeling so good these past few weeks and with the job offer, soclialising without consequence and just being able to do more without early fatigue kicking in; I have now just realised for the longest time I’ve been kind of been getting through these past few years on...

I LOVE f****** my boss. It’s the best s** I’ve had in my life, or at least as far as I can remember. Maybe it’s just because it’s so wrong & forbidden, but the reason why doesn’t matter so much. The fact is, it’s amazing. We are both married. We...

Unfortunately, I got saddled with you for a sister. You grew up to be a complete raving a******. I wish I could wake up one day and find out you were just some nightmare that never existed. I hope you choke on all the dicks you say you want to...

While I was going through puberty, I used to climb in my older cousin’s bed while I was naked and he was away. I used to hump his blankets and pillows. I hope he didn’t have any security webcams or it’d be a very strange and embarrassing thing to live...

“The truth will set you free” — This is a quote that I heard from an acquaintance a few days ago. It really resonated with me because the guilt that I feel from specific things in my past is so intense that at times it prevents me from being able...

I want a guy to out my legs behind my head and f*** me. Straight but want this so bad.

I don’t want kids. I don’t even particularly like kids.
I know part of this is just the mental illness talking (in regards to not liking kids)(I’m severely depressed/possibly bipolar), but I just don’t really find them amusing or cute for the most part. I don’t think it’s that...

I’ve been getting a kick out of the last nine months. My cousin (18) and her baby daddy (14) are expecting. I’ve watched this train wreck with so much amusement and I’m thrilled it’s the gift that keeps on giving. If my mom knew about the screenshots I’ve been taking...

sorry lord for watching p***!

I was out on my boat today. When I got home, I was so h**** that I took my pants off and let the hot sun burn my thighs and scrotum. I licked my fingers and started to play with my a******. I stuck them so deep inside myself. I...

I feel like I am becoming a w****…. I want s** ALL of the time…. I don’t care who it’s with…. So far I haven’t had casual s** with anyone, but I am soooo tempted….. All I want is for someone to f*** me apart….. I don’t want someone to...

Ughhhh I hate how I feel when I’m close to having my menstrual cycle. I’m either extremely hungry or extremely h****. I barked at my mom like 30 times today OVER FOOD. Then I was laughing with her 10 minutes later over a Catfish episode. Haha, I have such a...

whats your fantasy?

The people on here desperate for attention…sheesh.

I am in love with someone who isn’t real… I don’t know how to explain it, but no one can ever amount to as much as this character does to me. I’m not even in love with a character that a lot of people fantasize about….I wish I could say...

He kissed me again. I pictured him bending me over the bridge we were sat on.

I don’t know what love is.

I feel like I’ll hurt her again. She told me she loves me but she stays with someone else and I’m hurt by it. I know it’s stupid, but I’m just so sensitive…
I just want to curl in a ball and cry.

No one I know likes me. I walk into the classroom and people knock me to the ground. I come home in tears and my parents scream at me and swear at me for no reason. I have no friends and life isn’t worth living. Even my teachers hate me....

I like this guy in my class and he likes me. I just don’t know how to approach him and tell him. What if I’m wrong and he just wants to be “friends”. I don’t even know what to do with myself endless days of pain might be ahead

When I was little, my mom would pull my hair and swear at my for sitting in the bathtub. Once she even hit me.

When I was young, I would take my cousin’s thong and wear it while m*********** in the bathroom with the radio turned up all the way.

I was involved in a murder when I was a teenager, and I spend many years in prison. Other than my immediate family, and my significant other, no one knows about it.

I wish to jump off a bridge to just feel alive again. While on the bridge, I decide against it because I know that in order to feel alive again, I could die and leave everyone around me hurting, filled with grief, or worse. So, here I am feeling like...

I hate being pregnant. My husband will never understand the pain & discomfort I’m in. He wanted another child, not me.

We weren’t all that close in high school–yeah we were friendly, but we were only school friends. I had no idea about your home life.

When I found out you killed yourself after we graduated, I felt guilty. I still do. When I go to church, when I light candles...