I want to make something amazing but then I look at myself and how I struggle just to take care of menial household chores, and I know it’ll never happen. As much as I wish I could open an Etsy store, make a costume for the convention happening in a few months, finish a comic, or write a novel… I don’t have the drive or self discipline. I can’t focus on anything for more than a few days and then it becomes another item on the to-do list and is no longer any fun.

I don’t want to go anywhere. I don’t want to go spend time with my family. I don’t want to go to the store. I don’t even want to walk to the mailbox. I just want to stay home.

I used to enjoy making things and going places. What happened to me?