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I am a female, just 13 yrs old. My Mother divorced and remarried. Now I have a step Father, when they married 4 years ago, all seemed great, and we went to Disney World and he told me he loves me. I felt safe and loved. However, in the past year my Body is developing and he always seems to stare at me. When I am wearing pajamas or a T-Shirt at night.

He always wants to say good night, with a hug. He has been having his hands all over my body more and more when we say good night. It seems friendly and harmless, but I have felt his hands on my breasts and my b*** many times as part of the hug, especially at night (my Mom works late shift as a Nurse). He has been hugging me longer than a hug should last and his hands end up in weird places on my body.

Most recently, he comes in my room at night when he thinks I am sleeping. He stands next to the bed and touches me, a few times he laid down next to me and touched me in intimate places. I know this is very wrong, however I pretend I am sound asleep and just let him do it because I kind of like it. He plays with my breasts and s**** my n******, and when he does it it makes me wet. He then feels me down there and it makes me even wetter, and I enjoy the weird feeling of him touching me there… maybe it is an o*****?

Recently, based on the hug I knew he would be in my room later, so I just wore a short t-shirt and no p******. I barely had any covers over me and left my b*** exposed. I again pretended to be sound asleep and he layed in bed and I could tell he was not wearing any clothes either, as his hard thing was poking me in the b***. I could feel him playing with it and rubbing it in between my b*** cheeks. After a few minutes he was breathing hard and I will something wet all over my b***. I think he cummed on me. He used the sheets to wipe me off and left the room. EWWW I was sticky!

I am so confused what to do. I love the feeling of him touching me as my body matures, I really enjoy being touched and the wetness down there. But I know this is wrong as this is my Mothers Husband… I am nervous he will try and enter my v***** and I won’t be a Virgin any more, and maybe I could get pregnant from his c** if he does it inside of me….

Sometimes I think about him being inside of me and what it would be like. But he is 42 and I am only 13. My Mother would never speak to me if that happened and she knows it. He comes into my room almost every night now… and I like it more and more…. I am so confused what to do…