don’t kill my cat! just because I like someone.

I feel like I’m screaming and no one can hear me, no one’s listening, no one cares. I give so much of myself, I listen, I give a shoulder whenever they need it, but when I turn to them, they’re too busy to care. I hate them for it. I...

My mother wil not help me with a loan (I will pay it back) to keep my power on because she wants to force me to move in with her to cook for and take care of her. I already take her a meal almost every day. None of my...

Even if my power does get turned off… I am not moving in with my mom.

I purged because of my ex. I purged because of the break up. I purged because I’m insecure. I purged because I feel like a s***. I purged because I had i***** with my brother for 2 years when I was 6. I purged because I need attention. I purge...

Today, I purged for the first time. I purged my lunch, then I liked the relief. So I also purged my dinner. I like it.

I keep having this nightmare where im around all my friends and loved ones but they cant see or hear me its like im a ghost or something. I try to get them to notice me but nothing works and they all seem so happy that im gone. I know...

Sometimes when I get depressed I get this cold empty feeling even blankets don’t do much help me feel warm, so recently I started burning myself and so far its the only thing that helps…but after I burn myself I feel like a terrible hypocrite because i’m always the one...

There are times that I think that I feel nothing at all. That everything I do, every emotion I feel, is numbed by a deadened sense that I’m watching life through the disconnected lens of a dream. There are times I look in the mirror and see all the tiny...

young mr grace cult is taking over everywhere. women and men. gracie!

I just can’t compete with liz, she is a o***** burst in an eye full. one look and its flowing in her. I just can’t compete with that s*** lass.

I am addicted to hurting myself. I cut my arms and thighs and I burn them. My parents see the scratches, I tell them they were from my fingernails. They know they are self-harm but they don’t know they are from safety pins and that there are burns. They took...

I have suffocation and drowning trauma. I have all kinds of trauma.

I have suffocation and drowning trauma. I have all kinds of trauma.

The truth is that I am not comfortable in my body. I want a boy body but I was born a girl and I have decent-sized breasts and I hate them and they are stupid and useless and make me depressed because this is not the body I want. I...

I met this girl who shocked me she told me all about her childhood abuse and how her relatives were abusing her and they covered it up and got other people to abuse her. this kept going for her for years on-going abuse. she went on and on about how...

I have not got time for a happiness track. no one has.

my next major goal is to grin cheesy and smug when people hate me. as if I am winning. yeh right!

I HATE PARLIMENT TIME. I HATE THEM. I HATE THE TV AND RADIO ON. I HATE THEM. I HATE WHAT THEY SAY. I HATE THE LOOK FOR THEM. I HOPE THEY ALL GET KICKED OUT.

I enjoy making others feel rotten. people did it to me.

the doctors have said I don’t have to give away or give up anything for a man or career. they said to me that whoever should be putting this rubbish in my head is insane and acting criminally to abuse me like that.

I wont volunteer to help charities or anyone. f*** the mongrels. the true nature of humans is to murder and kill and if they went out killing more we would not need charities.

volunteering is a cowards way out. a left over from post war times previously people had...

I have considered putting a business idea to kid toy manufactures to make Amish dolls. they are not allowed to have faces in that religion and that would work well with my new plans for the future of AUTISTIC WORLD TAKEOVER!

I am avoiding eating a lot of foods. because so many of them now in factories are made up of s***.

soups are made from dental spit
there is more then nut traces in most solid processed foods
I have trouble eating meat incase its cannibalism and...

I have been having a b**** in with a teacher I hate. her f****** long blonde hair annoys me. I just hit her with the ugly stick again. she wrote back and said thanks. I can’t work with her she reminds me too much of a woman who stalked me....

I have vandalized and I enjoy it. I can feel it coming on again. I can see why nice young men enjoy burning down nursing homes of old sluts. give them a bit of excitement for the night. LOL. watching the s****** old hags wheeled out on stretchers. LOL.

about 7 years ago I got a letter from a charity for something and I wrote in red ink in big scrappy chainsaw letters for them to f*** off. I hope they liked it as much I did. stupid charity.

I copy my sister in everything she does and says. I guess you could call me a copy cat.

I masturbated using an instrument that someone put s**** into now I think I am pregnant to my father or a demon beast alien. any ideas?

I have a spit personality and have violent outbreaks like others in my family.

I’ve never told this to anybody, I think I never even admitted it to myself. When I was around 8 years old I was molested, my cousin did it. He was only 4 years older than me. I neved understood what happened. I simply did what he asked me to....

I am 19 weeks pregnant and the father still does not know.

I HAVE FANTASIES OF BEING THE RULER OF THE FOURTH WORLDS AND RAGING HAVOK EVERYWHERE. PUTTING DECAY IN THE FACES OF EVERYONE. STREETS SO DARK WITH DEPRAVITY AND DECAY. BLOOD LUSTS AND KILLINGS IN THE STREET. FEAR IN PEOPLES MINDS. I HAVE UNTHINKABLE DESIRES. MAKING MASSES OF PEOPLE WORK IN...

I am in an interlocked relationship. as a church going girl people see me as one thing but I have commitments that I can not leave. both my parents expect so much of me and I like to give them the benefit of the doubt when it comes to what...

I told my friend that she can have him, while I’m slowly falling in love with him more every day.

when I want to go others force me to stop. when I want to stop they want me to keep going. something is wrong here! its my life.

WHEN I WAS A TODLER HE SHOVED A FINGER UP MY VAGAINA. WELL, IF THAT IS YOUR BELIEF OF LOVE. FINE. I WILL SINK INTO THAT. I MIGHT EVEN FOR A SECOND GET OFF IN KNOWING THAT HE OF ALL PEOPLE HAD HIS FINGER UP MY BABY CRACK. BUT WE’RE...

your not helping. give it up. its not helping. ok. the answer was years ago and you can’t fix it. give up.

I am sick of her and her wicked crown. she does not like me for some reason. she never gave me something I wanted. she keeps stealing a boy from me. someone is stealing all my candy and I have to blame them. anyone. I will revenge!

I met this guy called carey and I still try to scrub the dirt from my skin from him. at least I got some revenge however.