I have this skin cancer and problems that makes having any s***** activity painful afterwards. why didn’t any nice guy want me when I had a nice healthy v*****? why? its only adding to the problems. I hate my life.
its like when I could have worked when younger no one wanted me.
when I was young I was being s******* abuse by an old man of 60. all through my teens only old fat married men liked me. I always liked heaps of different guys young and older in bands or other guys, yet no nice young guy ever asked me out.
it makes on sense.
I don’t understand this world.
all my life I have been made to feel poor, ugly and s****** and I am sick of it.
is there nothing I can do right?