I’m fairly rugged in appearance, 5’10” tall with a large, muscular frame, have masculine tattoos, completely heterosexual and even a bit homophobic… But owing to a protest against my school when I was 12 that included wearing drag for a week (I only intended for it to be 1-2 days but I was dared to and offered a lot to continue… At the end I got $200 AND traded up to a PS2… That was broken.), I have started to like women’s clothing since, and I fantasize myself as a full female every time I get aroused and sometimes will wear feminine items underneath my normal clothing.
However, fast forward to 14 years later, lately I’ve been thinking about it even when I’m not h**** and have went from a closeted activity to being more public about it… Well, the only instance was going as a French maid to a Halloween party (but then again it was also because I lost a bet), but I’m disappointed as I’m too boyish to look like a dainty girl, not to mention I want to experience full female life, including childbirth. This is my darkest secret.