i have never been faithful in any of my relationships two marriages other
relationships and affairs. i hurt my first boyfriend so badly broke his heart he tried
to commit suicide when i went off with someone else. i done think i have really
loved anyone else like i loved him but being stupid and young just seventeen i
didnt realise what i was losing. i am now in a marriage with someone i do not love
but cannot leave because of circumstances, i am very unhappy but perhaps this
is my punishment for being careless with other peoples lives.