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I’ve been stalking a girl online for at least 7 months. I found her full name, country, region, town, school, social media and other stuff without even talking to her because she doesn’t gaf about me and actually I don’t even try to start a real conversation with her. I’ve also created an Instagram account and started following people from her school and city, and her friends, her close friends, without even being able to speak their language, they’re all following me back, and I can see their stories, I can see her and I’m so in love and obsessed I think I can’t stop doing this
But please don’t get me wrong I’m actually not that creepy I’m just a random guy, and yes there are other girls interested in me but idgaf about them lol. I’m never letting this girl go I hate her so much and love her at the same time.
I hope you had a great time in greece last week, you didn’t post anything about it but I know everything about you my love 🙂 I’ll always be watching

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Many mornings i sit on my front porch with coffee and a cigarette as a relaxing way to watch the world wake up. This morning i was doing so with the residual taste of the male runner i orally please (usually weekly but sometimes more frequently) still clinging in my throat. An older couple was on ther morning walk today, i see them occasionally. She was the usual casual wave and good morning but he did not even glance my direction. She called him out on it and told him to at least say good morning, and they were on their way again. As they walked away he turned and looked back at me with an uncertain ezpression on hia face I hope she did not give him grief later, because i know why he was acting awkwardly. About six weeks ago he made his first visit to my back yard shed to take his own pleasure in my mouth. It was actually emotional for him because he had not gotten any relief in a very long time. I told him he was welcome any time. But like many older married men he was truly suffering the guilt and shame of taking his pleasure in a man’s mouth and for being unfaithful to his wife. But naturally after getting the incredible pleasure i gave him as i reverently worshipped his hard hungry male flesh…he told me during and after that he had no idea such pleasure existed…his guilt and remorse and shame got to him and after a couole of weeks i assumed he would never return. But sure enough, i eventually saw him on a morning solo walk and he came up to me unable to even speak or ask, and i simply had him follow me to my back yard shed and without speaking i gave him what he needed again. And of course afterwards despite his enjoyment in the moment, he was in tears again and said he could never do this again. But a week later, he was back for more. Then again a few days after that This is where we are at as i saw him on his walk with his wife this morning. I have sincere empathy for his inner crisis, and he kmows if he comes back for more he will get it time and again. I know it sounds arrogant but i know eventually he will come back again and again. Not because i am conceited but because i simply know men and the type of man that seeks what i give them on my knees. He will come back because they all do eventually this is simply how some men get what they need and i enjoy giving it to them for a host of reasons…..from the diary of a closet neighborhood cocksucker

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a random feeling, Other
14 years

I’m more afraid of my mom rejecting me for being agnostic rather than bisexual. I’m not sure which I should tell her first.

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a first experience, Other
14 years

I never thought it was possible to only have one dollar in my bank account. I guess I’d just never thought about it. I was so used to my parents money, that it didn’t come to mind.

Now I’m 18 and living on my own, and it’s just about...

390 Views
a pain, Other
14 years

My anti-depressants make it super hard to fall asleep at night and it’s especially difficult to wake up in the mornings. I wish I had not gotten “help”. It took me three weeks to teach myself to cry again. When I learned, the cries were so much deeper in sorrow,...

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a truth, Other
14 years

Riti, I want you to be mine. Come up and see me soon, let me take you away, let me be your “big guy”. I love you

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a truth, Other
14 years

It’s at that point. The point I was dreading.

I knew what we have is something short-lived. What we have is not based on something real. Just bytes, binary, and video. My heart no longer somersaults at the sight of new. I no longer feel as nervous. That should...

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a guilt, Other
14 years

I am in love with a co-worker who is 20 years younger than I am. She is incredible, happy, and very s***. I d ont want to hurt my wife and family BUT this girl makes me feel alive. I want her to be mine.

445 Views
a truth, Other
14 years

I was a douchebag cyclist this morning. I try to be considerate and law-abiding most of the time, but I did a douchie thing this morning, and I’m sorry. At a red light, I passed the line of cars waiting and by the time I got to the front the...

331 Views
a truth, Other
14 years

Forgive me God…
I have had thoughts of murder and mutilation. Throughout my life I have seen terrible things happen to young women I know and care for as friends. Even the woman I love has been forcibly violated as all the others. The others are in the past....

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a fantasy, Other
14 years

i want him,i want him to change for me,I want to change for him.

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Other
14 years

How can she mean so much to me? Such a perfect, amazing girl that I can slow down with, that I can breath with, whose eyes I can just look into, hers back into mine, and just be relaxed, just breath. Such a beautiful, wonderful girl that doesn’t give herself...

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Other
14 years

J’ai la trouille de le perdre.

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a truth, Other
14 years

Even though I hide it very well my self esteem is shot..I have no confidence in myself whatsoever.

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a pain, Other
14 years

I’m never afraid of dangerous situations. the only reason is because I hope something will happen and I’ll die. or I’ll get some horrible illness. I’ve had infections before and not gone to the doctor hoping they’d get worse and take me out. I could never do it myself. not...

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a pain, Other
14 years

the man who took the picture of amanda Todd 4 years ago sounds so much like what happened to me at 15. he knew my adress, school, friends, etc. even had a video of my friend. he threatened me into doing things for him over webcam, recorded it, and then...

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Other
14 years

I’m only with him so I can keep punishing him for being physically abusive to me in the past. I lie and cheat on him when I can. The more outrageous the act the better. If he wants to hit me and make me want to kill myself when I...

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a truth, Other
14 years

My first thought when I saw the second plane hit on 9/11 was…”Damn, wish I had stock in oil”…I was 16.

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Other
14 years

My friend has had an awful past couple of years. Her brother was killed one of her friends drowned and she has been depressed. She cut herself the other day. She got help and is going to therapy. I want to help her but I just can’t. I feel that...

348 Views
a pain, Other
14 years

I know full well that this Mayan apocalypse end of the world thing is a crock of s*** but I secretly hope that the world really DOES end sometime soon so I won’t have to live the rest of my life. I am 24, 2/3 of the way through earning...

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a guilt, Other
14 years

I dated this guy for almost a year, and we’ve been broken up for a year as well. During the year we were together, we had a pretty dysfunctional relationship, so I cheated on him. I let a guy eat me out, and I made out with another guy a...

337 Views
a pain, Other
14 years

It’s this same f****** nightmare about my old work place. It keeps on coming up!! I’m so furious at my previous I feel like smashing his head!!!!

FURY!!!!!!!

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a truth, Other
14 years

I hate meeting new people.
I hate any type of social gathering.
I hate working in a group.
I hate talking to people whom are not close to me.
I hate talking to an audience.
I hate entering a crouded room.
I hate being...

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Other
14 years

I’m the jealous type.
K.O.W.

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a guilt, Other
14 years

today, my best friend and i had planned on hanging out after school
then, she said she couldn’t this morning
then after school, she told me she was going to the mall with this other friend of hers
then she had to ask me for money to...

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a guilt, Other
14 years

I’ve cheated on the love of my life with another girl. It’s the biggest mistake of my life and all I want is the lady whom I love back in my life again. I miss her so very much. 🙁

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Other
14 years

It has always been about him and he doesnt even know I guess.

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Other
14 years

profiteuse, manipulatrice, possessive , va te faire voir … loin de la .

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a random feeling, Other
14 years

I’m lesbian but nobody knows it, because I live in a COMPLETELY christian state that recently made gay marriage illegal. So I’m being forced to hide the biggest secret of my life, probably for the rest of my life. My family wouldn’t care, but I’m afraid that someone I don’t...

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a truth, Other
14 years

You make me really happy
K.O.W.

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Other
14 years

Tu vois, cette fille est unique, Ma Plus Grande Fierté, Malheureusement si ça ne tenait qu’à moi je ne serais pas partie et je serais volontiers restée à tes cotés même jusqu’à la fin de ma vie. tu m’a dis que tu resterais toujours avec moi, que tu seras toujours...

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a first experience, Other
14 years

I have a long time relation with my g.friend almost seven years….but nowadays i’m going through breakup….can someone advise me what i have to do to bring her back in my life……hopes anyone can help me in this regards,
Thanks
Sunny

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a truth, Other
14 years

HOW CAN I MAKE MY BOYFRIEND BREAK UP WITH ME!!
i cant tell him the truth, i cant hurt him!!
im gonna either wait for him to cheat or lie… or im gonna make him break up with me!! but how??
HELPPPP

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a guilt, Other
14 years

I skipped class for the 100rd time today it seemed like. I’ve never been written up for it till the other day and my heart sank. I’m an A-B ( sometimes low B ) student who is in leadership and does a lot of extra things around school and everyone...

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Other
14 years

After 2 years…. and he is still important to me 🙂

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a pain, Other
14 years

I loved my job. Now i hate it. A Thank you goes a long way. I dont expect it every day either. I put myself out, do things i dont want to do with a bad back, to keep you happy. And in return if your having a bad day...

485 Views
a guilt, Other
14 years

I lied when i said 2 people. It’s 3. The third was a huge drunken mistake i didn’t particular want to happen. I just wanted to cuddle and feel close to someone again.

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Other
14 years

I once had a $200/visit affair with a “masseuse”, where she wouldn’t even go through the pretense of massaging me. Just ride my face, s*** me, wrap a condom on and f*** me. I thought I loved her. 🙁

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Other
14 years

mon cœur mes poumons mon ventre forment un triangle de douleur,j’sais pas ce que j’ai, je souffre de toute ma couleur , j’ai perdu l’appét** l’envie bloquée sur mon canapé
épuisé j’ai puisé trop d’énergie. J’ai nager trop loin et ls vagues empêchent d’émerger.
Ma position necessite, beaucoup...

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Other
14 years

tu es une personne tres importante dans ma vie, faut que tu saches que je ne te remplacerai jamais . le temps passe beaucoup de personnes quitteront et tu verras moi je suis toujours la.

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Other
14 years

I want to die. 🙂

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a first experience, Other
14 years

Okay this has to get off my chest, and I need help.
I have had this friend for a while, and he made me flash the camera during a webchat with him, his brother and his friend.
The next day I went over to his place without thinking...

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