I hope you have had following me! you must be bored!

there comes a level where some people just become spiritual whores in the same way that some become media tarts! it was not my ambition to be either!

One of the couples in our friend group just got engaged, and secretly hoping for a domino effect among the group members…

there was a Crowley associated with Australian press.

satanic.

I spent a lot of time getting spiritual advice from an Indian lady but even before that I had seen a Chinese spiritualist and fairy mystic. Mostly I wanted cleansing and healing.

I had my birthday last month and intentionally (like every year before) I deleted my birthday info on my Facebook. Turned out very little amount of friends that remembered. And most of them were not the ones that I regard as closest ones. Turned out most of my ‘closest ones’...

I purposely sing badly in front of my husband when a song I like comes on to the point of obnoxiousness. He thinks I have a terrible singing voice and we joke about it once in awhile. The truth is I love to sing naturally and think I am pretty...

Just returned from a hospice where I saw my friend Walter, a poet I have been friends with for over 20 years. He told me last week that there is 90% chance that a newly found tumor in his kidneys is malignant. This would mean an early death. I spoke...

The likely collapse of my arrangement with mrk has my partner ed very nervous for reasons I will confess. I have explained to him that I need a s***** outlet, but do not want to go for one night stands or hookups; I am in no way looking for a...

I am an abusive person and I take comfort in my doctor telling me to be that way. I don’t understand it. maybe I am reading his words too literally. if he only knew what a f*** head I really am. if people only knew the self hate and confusion...

I hope people will forgive me one day for telling the truth and what happened. I am alone in this. I hold on to false gods and false idols to keep going when its not god. so I am just as confused as everyone else. I hope you can forgive...

I was stupid I had this vision of myself as a professional so that a nice man with style and class could see me looking sophisticated and poised and clever. but I was a very very very shy person, which is a far cry from what I am today. but...

I wish I was good enough for you. you don’t know how much I wish I was good enough for you or even for someone who won’t hurt me.

my doctor has told me I am not to blame and that everyone else is to blame. I like that idea and support it 100%.

I want every woman on their arse!

I don’t understand the way people communicate anymore. kindness is seen as laughable. but I need mentally healthy caring people around me not abuse.

I sometimes feel this ghost or vampire spirit holding me tight around the waist. I felt this since late last year with the growling dragon sound like spirit or sound and had it back in 1986 I had the same experience but in a dream I woke from. in the...

this person was sending me emails with snakes eating people. my grandmother alice used to grab snakes by the tail and crack their necks like a whip. it was all upsetting me with pictures of prisoners of war Asian women starved and it was upsetting.

I have a birthmark but that does not make me a witch. I was always afraid of my v***** being s******* abused as a child made it worse. but also that it really looked like another v***** but it has healed and is not some huge defeat.

its not me doing the witchcraft. I have heard the growl of a dragon and it does not worry me.

but a married man r***** me while I was a virgin at 29 does worry me still.

why would I bother to raped by a a******* like ken when I...

OK

it so awful to choose not to connect with guy based on the overbearing ego of his controlling dependent lazy friends. I just don’t have the ego to cope my love!

YOUR LOVE IS TOO PAINFUL TO EXPERIENCE

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you ever go f’in on my mum or billy or any other woman again to deflower them. you watch your back!

I want to change my name to Winter. let good friends call me Win! I think its different and at least gives me more definition than other names that are so familiar and avoids confusion. I can just make an excuse and say my parents were that left over lot...

ITS TOO PAINFUL TO EXPERIENCE

ITS TOO PAINFUL TO WATCH.

There is this guy who is trying to figure out what I’m not telling him. And what I’m not telling him that my mom s******* abused me when I was a kid. And later on my step brother did the same thing. But I protest and enjoy it. But I...

DON’T LOVE ME!

fcuk your a good rip off Kate! I still don’t like you and never will no matter what you do.

I guess I am looking for a new young man again. younger and hansom, with good heritage prime evil.

looks like Jul won something rather heavy and red!

I am not going to fight for you.

I’ve decided to leave because I can not make up my mind so fast without all the relevant information before I choose.

we been want to go public

I have introduced you to enough guys now.

I knew where I was not welcome. every guy I have liked I have not been welcome. what does that say for someone like me?

I fell in love once and so I left. its not worth the fight. I always walk away. always!

I really love you I really do. I am sorry I have such a bad memory. some things are too painful to remember. I know why I am this way I just don’t know if you can be tolerant of that. if anyone could? I did not choose this. love...