im falling in love with my best friend who hates herself

I recently came across some child p*** while I was browsing the internet. I was going to turn it in immediately, but I suddenly got really h**** and masturbated to it. I still turned it in, but I have since started purposefully looking for it, m*********** to it, and turning...

Sometimes I shower to avoid Staci

I need better friends.

I’m fifteen, and last night.. Or, earlier this morning, I had a skype call with someone from school. I’m homeschooled, on an online site. He lives bit away, he’s seventeen.

But, it was just a mic chat. And when silence came, he jokingly started moaning. I got turned on.....

It was bound to happen. I have been doing it for a long time. I always feel a little bad but do it anyway. I guess I feel like I am entitled to a better __________. Something. Whatever it is. It is low and low down. I have been changing...

I know I saw only what I wanted to see. I wanted you to be good to be my friend, but you were not. You never even tried though you knew how much I loved you. I don’t know the reason why you were so mean and I it is...

No one even suspects me of having an eating disorder because I’m still fat. I get praised for the pounds I’ve shed. No one ever asks how it’s done though. I don’t eat anymore, or at least I try not to. Sometimes I give in to the filthy temptation of...

The best feeling in the world to me is when a guy looks at me with a real smile and says “that’s my girl.” Better than s**, better than any good thing you can think of. I go to a college where students can take a six month co-op job...

WOULD SOME YOUNG BLOKE GET OFF HIS C*** AND F*** ME PLEASE BEFORE I END UP TOO OLD TO ENJOY A GOOD F***…!!!

WOULD SOME ONE PLEASE GIVE ME A JOB OR A FRIEND BEFORE I AM TOO OLD TO BE ABLE TO APPRECIATE THOSE THINGS …

...

keep hurting me til you give me pancreatic cancer.

I think they have beaten me again with their games. once again I am ignored for them to get a man. can you imagine at my age now of 44 how hurt my pride must be that I can not find a man and all these people keep helping my...

I have had thoughts about my older sister ever since she has started to grow into womanhood and shaped out. Through out the years as a naive young boy I have wanted to confront and tell her my feelings for her and we would be happy together. But deep down...

I have a boyfriend. We love each other alot. He’s a swimmer and going to another city to make his career. Now the problem is that we both are extremely confused that what should we do? Break-up or continue? We do not want to break-up and if we will continue,...

There are far more deeply, deeply hurting people than I realized. I thought I was hurting, but I read some of these posts and my heart goes out to those who are suffering, and who came here to let it out. It seems as though many of you feel out...

I have been dating this girl for eight years and we met online. I lived in Colorado and she lived in Georgia. Well, for eight years we never met in person. Then, I made a friend in Colorado who is exactly like me, in almost every way.

When I...

Sometimes, I really want to kill myself.
So i bought a red sharp knife.
But i know that i will never use it.
I’m too cowardice to do such a thing………

I’m afraid. I don’t know what to do.

I am cold.
And alone.
And I don’t think I belong in this world.
I have somehow convinced myself that if I get stronger, then I will be able to belong somewhere. I keep thinking, if only I could punch that little bit harder, kick that little...

i have dreams
where i recognise
the person in the mirror
sad piece of fat f***
every piece of food is evidence
to a gluttony i wish i didnt own
i dont want this

I was just contemplating suicide because I can’t decide on a college. That sounds stupid I know, but I fear change so much. I’m afraid that this decision could make or break the rest of my entire life. What if I get it wrong?

I am a bisexual boy in high school and, I have fallen in love with someone that will never love me back. I am also New Wiccan. The male that I have fallen in love with is a Christian that I know is unfortunately straight. I have this nagging felling,...

last week i saw my sister naked getting out of the shower and i got so turned on i masterbated

My neighbor offered me money to flash him. I’m considering it.

it’s sad to see so many people not care about life, life has so much to offer, life is what you make it, you can mold it in your hands like clay. if you are unhappy the way you life is going all you have to do is change it,...

Is there a god? Is there a divine, ultimate reality beyond this? I need to f****** know. I’m so tired of all this b*******, this f****** life that seems to go on forever without any sort of rewards, without any…I’m closed in, and I don’t know why. I can’t...

I am aching inside. I am hurting so much for company, for connections. For good people, people I can talk to and make my life with. It seems like I’m just surrounded by people that don’t share my interests or who can’t galvanize me, or I suppose, I them....

If love were poop, you’d be my pooper.
If love were soup, I’d have you for dinner.
If love were grass, cupid would be a lawn mower,
And we would be like poppy grass soup & have the best cut lawn ever <3

For over 15 years I have hid my eating disorder and cutting. They have both gotten out out my control. It’s comforting to know that will all be over soon.

Random thoughts of a fucked up mind

If you knew that a hug would save someones life, would you dare to give them one?
Does everyone feel as alone as I do?
Does the world only ever judge a person by what the media portrays as beautiful?
...

I think less of Doctor Who fans who call the Doctor “Dr. Who”

my day isn’t complete without a poop. I don’t feel like going anywhere until I had a poop, lately I’ve been an evening pooper, I try my hardest to poop in the morning, sometimes it doesn’t happen. even if I poop in the morning, I feel I must have one...

I found 20$ on the floor of the sub shop today. I thought it was from the last customer so I ran out to his car to give it back. Found out that it belonged to a girl waiting for her order. Why did the guy take it if it...

I fancy the s*** out of my professor. I cant even stand in the same room as him without feeling so turned on. I don’t even know what to do with my body when I’m around him. I probably look like a fidgeting idiot.

I can’t even look at him...

i suffer for sub-clinical anorexia. i don’t care nor do i want to do anything about it (because i want to be thinner obviously)

i’m confused 90% of the time, which gets in the way of my happiness. ignorance is bliss, but there’s just so many jamming thoughts in...

I miss you.

My husband and I are just about done building our dream home. It has been a stressful process and I am so happy and proud of the final product. The problem is that it is semi-large and I have been told by my husband and father in law not to...

sometimes I fantasize about shooting people.

I don’t own a gun and have no desire to purchase one.

I get so f****** angry sometimes though.. and yeah.. bang bang.

Yesterday the man behind me at a coffee shop was sipping his coffee so loudly that I thought he must be doing it on purpose. But, nope, that’s the way he drinks coffee. “SLLLLUUURRRP!” and then “AHHHHH.”

I wonder how people can be so stupid. The guy looked normal, too...

I love seeing photos of people when they graduated high school, and when they are old and saggy and fat and bald. Mostly I love the ones who look nothing like their old photos, the ones for whom time has massacred their physical appearance. I don’t know…I just enjoy looking...