I have been so incredibly stressed lately.

My husband is so negative all the time. He never thinks anything is funny–just stupid or lame. I’ve pretty much stopped talking to him because every word out of his mouth is so mean, sarcastic, and draining. I wish he’d just laugh and be goofy once in a while.

I am a member of the United States military and I hate me. I hate everything that I stand for and what I do on a daily basis. I am in a pool of self hatred.

I married my husband in haste, without completely knowing him first and regret it more & more everyday. With every day that passes, he reveals an even uglier side with no sign of changing for the better. I’ve realized that he has an alcohol dependency, the kind where he becomes...

Sometimes I watch Star Trek and think, “I don’t think they ever went into space at all”. They were probably just filming on some filming set. Devious bastards…

Deep down inside i feel like i hate myself for the coice i made when i was younger to forsake my life just so i coulf play more video games… I hate myself so much at times for this, for i have become that which i with all my soul...

I am so close now. Maybe a few more minutes. Just a little while now until the pain rushes from my limbs and everything is good again… for a second.
Then it’ll be back to treating the wounds. Hiding the evidence of my addiction. Help. I’m trapped in this...

When you’re broke and tired of everything being so stressful, you really think that life with be ‘all better’ once you have money and things. It’s not. You just find more reasons to be stressed out. I have the money I need, the things I want, the home I’ve always...

I am really f****** h**** right now. I want her breast milk. Maybe make an ice cream out of it and mix it with chocolate and hot fudge. I want to make a blanket out of her p**** and take a nap with it naked. I want to f*** her...

Please notice me. I love you.

Okay this is something I’ve been needing to get off of my chest for a long time.
I’m 18, a girl, I have 3 older brothers and 2 younger brothers. My three older brothers all love to drink. I’ve never had a drink in my life- like, ever. Never...

I eat my own discharge. I pull it out and s*** it up. I like when it dries on my p****. I don’t even know why.

I want to have s**. I’m 13.

Oh my god I f****** love you so much. You’re so gorgeous and cool and funny and awesome, and I love how you always have your headphones in and I love how you sit in a kind of slouched way, I love how you swear all the time, I love...

Okay, this one is long, and I’m sorry about that. I picked this site, “to spill”, because it has the easiest format to navigate and it offers the most anonymity. So…I really haven’t had the best of luck with girls. I’ve always been kind of a social retard. Now that...

I have a crush on this boy in another class. We don’t speak that much. I have this fantasy. We’re at his house, and I come through the front door and he grabs me and we kiss. We try and go up the stairs, but the kissing means it’s a...

When my brother and I were younger we used to d******* when everyone else was asleep. By young I mean I 11 and he was 7. Our parents almost caught us twice but i think they didn’t realize what was happening. Well, my brother is mentally fucked up now that...

I got home from school and found my brother left the key in the front door’s lock. I just rolled my eyes and entered the house. Then, i smelled something awful. It took a me a minute but I remembered what the smell was. I only smelt it once, when...

I stayed at my sister-in-law’s apartment by myself. She was traveling. The moment I arrived, I went into her bedroom, into her closet, found her dirty laundry and pulled out the p****** at the top of the pile. They smelled amazing. I put them over my face, laid down on...

This should have been listed as a “guilt” too but this is crazier than I thought it’d be. I’ve been having s** with a coworker at my job. My boyfriend is such a vanilla person in bed. He won’t finger me and we only do missionary, not to mention I...

I can tell you 100% that affairs are not a great idea. In the beginning, you will truly feel that your love is like no other! Your physical connection hasn’t been experienced by anyone else. But all aspects of an affair are a cliche. Even if you end up together....

I have trouble forgiving myself for tons of big and small things. I admire people who just let it go and move on. I’d like to be more like that.

The older I get, the more I understand being ready for various changes/stages of life. After 23 years as a parent, I am ready to be done with school/other parents/teachers/conferences and the various politics and games that can sometimes go along with all the aforementioned. Pretty exhausted by mom politics.

when I met my current boyfriend I took his virginity. he asked how many guys I was with and I lied and said 3 when really it was 10. I still don’t have the heart to tell him the truth & we’re moving in together.

when I met my current boyfriend I took his virginity. he asked how many guys I was with and I lied and said 3 when really it was 10. I still don’t have the heart to tell him the truth & we’re moving in together.

I have a boyfriend of 10 months but I’m talking to someone from CA (I’m in PA) but I’m going to see them in two months. we talk everyday.

I have never been able to get over this and forgive myself properly and I probably never will. I have lied about certain things like being evergreen or never kissing someone before, but I actually did. I met a guy at my old workplace and he was 10 years older...

I’m so afraid of death.
There’s something wrong with my body. I can feel it, even before the doctor had said anything.
I don’t want to die.

It was my final exam in Statistics yesterday. The test way really, really hard! Even though I studied my lessons, it still was not enough for me to answer all the questions. It was a 40-item test. I already answered about 29 questions but some were unsure answers. So, I...

Would you marry a guy who didn’t graduate from high school, works as a pizza delivery man, and, sold a house that his parents gave him because he said that he “didn’t know how to take care of a house?”

PS He still lives in his parents’ basement.

He is...

Please, you obnoxious, obese cow, move to New Orleans tomorrow. Nobody wants your junky s***. Maybe the tourists will buy it down there.

I’m a drug addict I need to change. The drugs make me have homosexual thoughts that are not me but the drugs. I need to go back to normal. Starting now. I need to go back to being a better person a good person free of drugs and all they...

I want to give my dog oral s**.

I just want to be happy again

I’m a 30 year old guy. I was molested by my grandmothers brother when I was 3. I have been fucked up ever since then and have purposely had little to no friends and stayed away from people because I know I’m fucked up. I date online and far away...

I lie my best friend

I’m a transsexual
And it is 100% true…
Honestly I feel like should’ve been a girl
and I’m seriously considering a s** change
I’m 20, and unsurprisingly homosexual too…
I’m a sissy f***** secretly…
It’s only a drag when your not a queen

I have social anxiety disorder and I have no friends even though I really want some.

I am in my late 20’s and have a wife and children. I have been having an affair with a younger woman in her early 20’s. I love my wife and children but I also love the s** with this younger woman. She has such a tight body amongst other...

I am 20 years old and still a virgin, none of my friends are anymore and I feel like a total loser. I am also very intimidated of non virgin girls. I don’t know I think it would just be easier to just find a virgin girl and fall in...