I’m a 30 year old guy. I was molested by my grandmothers brother when I was 3. I have been fucked up ever since then and have purposely had little to no friends and stayed away from people because I know I’m fucked up. I date online and far away from me because I know the relationships wont work out. I feel like I will be alone and that I deserve to be alone forever. I hate what has been done to me, it has made me hate myself.