Missing people tonight. Goddamn this s****.
Last week my aunty Vivian visited. I love netlike my own mom. How about a bath before lunch? She asked? Sure I said . I’ma 13 yr old girl but aunty does a “special” bath . Sometimes my mommy is in the room and sometimes Billy my step brother. O just close my eyes and enjoy. She fills the hot tub and I get in. Here sweetie. Sit on this soft seat. It only left my Fanny in a little water. She started at my feet. She knew I was ticklish and went slowly teeen each toe. Since my legs were spread open she slipped her soapy hands up my thighs to cup my peepee. Have to per sweetie? No aunty. Back to my feet. I loved her soapy hands on my feet. My peeee got all tingly. I dawmy little t****** n****** getting stiff snd rubbed my palms over my breasts. Your toes marking your. Peepee tingle a little? I’m hummed I said. Take a deep breath and hold it. I did so. Hrrr soapy hands on my slid up my leg, scratched my thigh a little, slid onto my peepee and quickly plunged up into my peepee hole. The hot hard pain speared my brain. Oooooowwweewwe I yelled.i lookkedddoen to see blood in the water. Auntys finger was deep inside my peepee hole. She was moving her finger in and out and out. O more pain. She them washed my t******, my Fanny, and I stood to dry. She held me close and whispered to me. Now your peepee is worth gold seeetie. Lots of gold.
please bring in a funeral channel.
I cannot resist the desire to inflect tremendous and unspeakable hurt to whoever I can right now with black impunity.
How vengeance keeps the storm quite, the sea temple.
God is wise and just. I am powerless to do so. Thank you lord.
Where are you God when...
Some oil spilled while I was cooking. It wasn’t a big deal, these things happen. But after I’d turned the stove off, as I was going to get a mop, I notice a single, greasy footprint in the middle of my kitchen floor. It was much bigger than mine.
I’m drunk right now. And all I can think about is laying in your arms and how I want to be with you forever and over. You dumped me cause I was fooling around. Yeah I flirteda bit that’s cause you didn’t give me the affection I needed. No valentines,...
a pain. The strange thing is, I really do understand you. You say that you feel our relationship ist some boundary and you can´t really experience yoursel the way you want to. Not because you don´t love me, but because you have not found yourself yet. Its eating...
it’s eating me up inside. i feel sick, disgusting, and hypocritical. i love you so much, i can’t believe i put myself in that situation, let alone sought it out. i feel so ashamed and despicable. i’m so sorry. i will see a counselor. i hate myself. i made a...
I’m starting to really fall for my boyfriend’s best friend.
Outside I show emotion, I’m handsome, I’m clean and neat, I have good hygiene, I’m athletic, I’m tall, and I’m smart. Inside I’m ugly, banal, rotten, and dark, stupid and I merely wish to see the world burn
My husband gifted me with a hand-me-down Macbook Pro, that works well in spite of being like 6 years old. I’ve been using it a while now, but never use some of the programs left over on it. I was checking some work stuff the other day, when I clicked...
I’m going to kill myself.
I honestly have nothing to live for.
I can’t lose weight, no matter how hard I try. I can’t be happy, no matter how many drugs I put myself on. I don’t have a job even though I have an impressive resume.
I thought I would remind you today that you are not god.
It scares me how unhappy I am. I’m too young to feel this sad, and hate everything. Sometimes I wish I was dead.
to the old hag who did the no bill return at my store: i hope you die. i am surprised someone as old as you does not understand the meaning of policy. treat people who are trying to help you with some respect, and respect that there are rules, and...
hi
I found out that I was asexual when an ex was trying to get me to go past simple kissing… I still have yet to tell my family, if only because the one person who knows keeps trying to tell me it is just a phase. That I’ll ‘get over...
I step into work content and confident but by the end of the day I feel completely ugly and worthless. I walk out feeling so self-conscious. Being gay is hard.
I was an amateur boxer, and was incredibly good at it. I won a lot of fights and I was told that I could go professional; I did some professional undercard fights, was even on ESPN in Bristol Tennessee for a fight I unfortunately lost. 3 years later I got...
everything about you is so easy to love.
vodka is still my drink of choice or liquors but I am much more careful now then I used to be. I made some big mistakes with alcohol a number of years ago and I really should have known better, growing up in a family of generations of people with...
I think I might be gay. Struggling with the fact that I have seemingly homophobic parents and don’t know whether to tell my friends or anyone about it. I mean, how do you know who really are your friends any more?
I know I get over emotional sometimes but few people see that side of me.
I don’t really like people who have tattoos and weird piecing’s or strange way out hair.
I am sort of conservative with a little flair and like a little wild time behind closed doors or out now and then.
I expect people to act in a certain way...
I hate fat old dirty men stalking and annoying me, who have tried s***** acts on me.
so stop stalking me and stop bothering me.
you have no rights to me. you have no right to live at all.
just die fat old man … you are grotesque and...
well stop bugging me then. if fat old men bother me I will call police. I want people from my past out of my life, so get out of my life.
I don’t love you.
phubbing. I rarely use my mobile. and I hate giving the number out I don’t have it on a lot. and I don’t like texting or people bothering me on it.
I only like people ring the home line.
I kiss you even when you are not here I kiss your photos that take Centre stage in my purse and waiting to see you again. we share each others milky nogs over winter in that nice little walnut lined café near the river in the city we used to...
I have wondered why it hooked up with us? maybe it really is love.
I am a kind kick in the cruds that can f*** someone over too.
I am nasty towards people to push them to their limits that is how they break from a primal scream. I was not always like this but actually a really sweet gentle kid. but I guess having an EVOL childhood filled with music industry and other tracks of life I...
I can’t afford anything at the moment I am living on credit and need a f****** job. I will turn to s** work if I need to. there is work for both men and women in the s** industry now. so if this personal rescission does not end soon, I...
I keep telling him that I love him. It’s not a lie, it’s just that I can tell that I don’t love him nearly as much as he loves me. I love him, but I’m no good for him, and I want him to have someone else. But I don’t...
rumors
someone was spreading rumors about me when I was at high school and college. I was caught up in a vicious cycle. people started avoiding me thinking I was this serious drug addict and alcoholic which was far from the truth.
at the time I lost weight with...
you might think that he is out of my reach but not so. I met him in a nasty situation on the streets yeh, but I just want to say one thing. I do want to f*** him and a meaningful f*** at that. I am silent because I know...
I am more then depressed. I am like laughing at nothing then sad as hell. well, maybe its my medications. I have so much to purge emotionally and physically. I think about work too much or how much I really need to go out and get a good f*** and...
I think you should be working still.
thank god your ok I don’t know what I would have done if you had died in that building. deep mourning without you. you body god.
I know what you’re trying to do. It’s not going to work! You and I both know that she is NOT going to let this happen. SHE WILL NOT LET THIS HAPPEN!! She loves me too! Not just you! It doesn’t matter that your dad married her, and that makes...
I owe a fee people, a lot of money. (About £160) I don’t have a job to pay these people back. The fact I have no money to pay them means they can make my life hell. Not having money also means I can’t go see my...
I’m depressed. I’m barely holding onto my job, trying to train for a new one, trying to get into college, and I don’t have the money to pay my rent yet. I also have body issues… in the past two and a half months I have lost approx. 20...
Okay, honestly? If I don’t get a job soon, I will honestly take my own life. I had a job with Kohl’s in 2012, but they failed to tell us that it was only one day. Since then, the struggle to get a job has been real. I’ve been turned...