.. when i see you, i feel nothing that’s even explainable. my chest feels heavy but my heart feels like it’s trying to climb out and rise, my arms feel as if lightning bolted through them, and my hands feel like they’re raining sweat. everything about you is seemingly perfect...

I am a 30 year old married man. Through a series of events, I fell in love with a 43 year old woman from another country. It started with message board posts, then email exchange, then chatting, until we started talking on the phone. She is gentle, caring and loving,...

Today I am 35 and starting, yet again, another medicine mixture.
I have battled ADHD, severe anxiety, and depression, and am so tired of trying everything to see what works. Without my meds I feel like there is a thick cloud in my head. I can’t think straight and...

On november of 2011, I committed a s***** assault on a h*****. i tied her up and violated her. I have hated myself ever since. but in order to better myself, i need to come clean about this. I strive everyday to make up for what i did even if...

i do not love anyone. i love me me me

My fantasy is a girl having a nice big c******* and then tribbing with another girl. Helps if they are both feritle and maybe get pregnant. Also bonus if there is tribbing whilst peeing too. I can’t find any p*** like this, can you help?

my brother is self harming, suicidal and suffering from depression. my parents blame it partly on me, and i carry this burden like a f****** rock on my shoulders. i love my brother more than anything, i really do, and it hurts me knowing that my own parents think that...

Downes Syndrom Face Mary!!!
someone in the alp found a note a wrote saying I had a crush on my cousin… and they got the mary and her kids to play the part, she abused me badly making fun of us kids treating us like we were s******… SHE...

I started wearing the hijab (the headscarf Muslim women wear) since I was 14, out of my own free will. Now 10 years later, my thoughts have changed and I don’t want to wear it anymore. I’ve been having thoughts of taking it off for at least 6 months but...

Tomorrow I’m going to receive a kidney from my father. He’s a perfect dad and I’m an imperfect daughter. He taught me to love learning and to love myself.

He’s my favorite person in the world and I could never forgive myself if something happened to him as a...

It took a long time, but now I realize that there are a few people in my life that matter outside my family and I can count them on one hand.

I’m losing everyone and everything I love in slow motion.
Except, this time I can’t accept my fate.
I feel like there has to be more but I’m not sure if I’m even in the right state of mind for this. I’m overwhelmed by my feelings. Feelings I...

People On Here Are Disgusting. So many unhelpful people, who just bash on others. Especially the suicidal ones who are reaching out to get ENCOURAGING and COMFORTING advice. I’m leaving this site, it’s hurt me instead of helping me.
It’s sad that people thing being cruel and inconsiderate to...

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I Just Have To Get This Off My Chest ok. Everyday I wake up feeling that this world is foreign to me. I feel like I just can’t relate to people and society anymore. I remember looking at the world when I was a 20’s something...

on my final year at nursing school . I was invited to a Halloween party it was all very in house by the university elite groups and I felt privileged to be invited but we were all asked as it turns out to come in costume dress and bring your...

I travel for my job. We have offices everywhere. Never fails that at least on girl in each location knows that I am single and wants to get busy after work. I am not great looking, but I can make the women laugh. and I play a couple of musical...

I know that i am not suppose to feel this way about my husband but i do cause he is so self center and negative never gives compliments never allways puts people down always. never saids nothing nice about anyone. has no remorse for anyone feelings. doesn’t care if he...

If anyone in my house ever knew how often I cry or want to cry, or how often I wish I could just kill myself, they would put me in a mental institution. I cut myself just to feel anything but sadness and cover it up by wearing wristbands. I...

About 10 years ago, I worked with this stupid yocal at a store. A big retail store. He worked there for years. He thought he ran our department. He was an idiot. He ordered everyone around like he was the supervisor. None of us made very much. It was a...

I’m 34 and I have everything going on for me, or so it seems. I have the most beautiful blue eyes one could ever set eyes upon… but who knows how much these eyes have cried before. I’ve seen the Abyss in all its Miroirs and even they dare not...

I thought I was happily married for the last eleven years. Not so sure. We have children and never ever want to be apart from them. I had s** with my boss and he’s happily married too. I never in a million years would have thought I would ever desire...

I swear I don’t think there has been one day this year I haven’t thought of you. Was it my fault did I not try hard enough to save us? It’s like I have a puzzle and I solved it but then someone came and took a piece out and...

I ASKED FOR HELP BACK 35 OR MORE YEARS AGO AND YOU TURNED YOUR BACK ON ME!!!! YOU HELPED ASIANS AND AFRICANS AND EVERYOTHER F*** FACE INSTEAD OF ME!!! SO I OWE YOU NOTHING!!!!

NO ONE EVER LISTENS TO ME!!!!

JOYCE EXPECTED ME TO GIVE TO HER … ALL SHE EVER DID WAS TAKE TAKE TAKE TAKE FROM ME, WHILE I PAID HER MONEY TO HELP ME.

JOYCE POORTER SEEMED TO THINK THAT HER LOSS OF SERVANTS WAS MORE SERIOUS THEN MY CHILD S***** ABUSE ISSUES, THE WHOLE TIME...

I KNOW JOYCE POORTER WENT AROUND LYING SAYING I MOLESTED HER LITTLE PISS SQUAT DIRTY MONGREL THILTHY LITTLE M*********** DOG FACED CHILD… ISABELLE F*** ARSE SPOILT SHITTER POORTER REMETA S***…

LIKE HER S****** OLD MAN TONY A PRETEND COP LIKE BUGSY – IF EVER THERE WAS ONE!

S****** LITTLE...

if you see Patrick doonan give him a punch for punching me … he is the c*** puncher..

I have no idea why a s****** man of 30something would punch me when I was 24

but I intend punching and kicking and hitting people over the head for every bash...

kitni ajeeb cheez hoti hai na ye pyaar?
jin se hona chahiye…umr lag jaati hai koshish karte…aur nahi hoti
aur jin se nahi hona chahiye – ye dil unhi loosers ke liyen dhadhakta hai?
Apni is ghalti ka ehsaas ho to bahut pehle hi gaya tha mujhe

I have never graduated from anything successfully.

with brigette and my relatives it was always the mentality of

“STEP ASIDE FOR THE QUEEN MUCK OF F***!!!!”

You think we have a playful, teasing relationship, where it looks like we don’t like each other, but really, we’re friends. You’re wrong. I hate you. If I’m ever nice to you, it’s because I’m not in the mood to fight with you. I don’t mean it.

Girasol, it means turn sun in Italian. I love you Graziella.

It feels like forever since we last spoke but sometimes it seems like it was only yesterday. I love you, I hate you. I miss you, I never want to see you again. You helped me with so much yet you almost wrecked everything. I am pissed at you, I...

if she only knew how much I hated her. I seen her again and she still makes me want to puke.

You know how everybody has that one friend who they can tell everything to?Well I say everybody, but I don’t have that friend. I am that friend that everyone tells everything to but I have no one. One friend tells me something but I can’t tell anyone else about what...

what to buy him for 10 euros? 😀 😀 😀

I’m so f****** tired of everything. I’m tired of pretending all my life; I’m tired of eating, sleeping, living. It upsets me a lot actually. Or rather it used to. But now? Now I’m just so f****** tired.

And bored.

I don’t see anything new, and anything that is...

could u all please write something shorter so i have a potential to read it!

I love my best friend, really. We have tons of fun together, laugh until we cry, can finish each other’s sentences, but I’m really starting to hate her. Every guy that I ever mention to her who I’m interested in, who is hitting on me, who I think is cute...

I’m 25 and gay. I have a boyfriend, but I think I’m in love with someone else. The other guy is someone I work with. He’s around the same age as my boyfriend, 23. He’s kind, funny, considerate, compassionate, he likes art, similar music as me, he’s smart, and probably...

My nights are filled with dreams of you
Sweet memories that time has not forgotten
To a place where the sky hits the stones
And we are here together, alone

Where I can caress you and kiss you; tender
Smile into my heart, my love, I...