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I swear I don’t think there has been one day this year I haven’t thought of you. Was it my fault did I not try hard enough to save us? It’s like I have a puzzle and I solved it but then someone came and took a piece out and that piece was you and now you’re missing. I will never be complete without you. But I am sure you have already moved on and found new friends. And what have I done with my life? Been pretending to be a best friend to someone else when really I’m not, fallen hopelessly in love with the completely wrong person, wasted countless hours in my room by myself staring a at piece of metal and glass and playing on it? You obviously don’t care about me anymore you act like I’m a stranger, 5 years of my life just thrown away. How can you be better friends with people in 2 years than we were in 5? I would have never done that to you, ever. I guess I’ve realized I let you go, and you didn’t come back so we must not have had been ment to last. But it all felt so real, and maybe it was for those 5 years but that’s not how I want to live my life, being best friends with someone for 5 years then having to find someone else. When you told me a long time ago you wanted to go to college in Pennsylvania you don’t know how much I didn’t want you to do that because I never wanted to leave your side. You know I never cry but I cry every time I write a stupid letter like this that I will never send you. Just know I miss you, so much.

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Yes my mom’s sister one of her sisters came down to visit us in here and she I guess caught her husband and her daughter fooling around down in the basement anyways she came down just to get away for a little while and she approached me and asked me if I would want to fool around with her and she would be the last person that I ever thought would ask me to do that anyways me and her started fooling around a little bit and one thing I didn’t tell her about was when I was younger with her son we used to go down in the basement and me and him fooled around with each other and then is that came down and started making us s*** on him and he started f****** both of those and he fucked us quite a bit quite often he put both me and his son and I told her finally I told her after a couple times that we fooled around and she was really surprised that he did that and I said yeah he did it quite often and I was just surprised that her son didn’t tell her about that but the I did and so she asked she asked me all kinds of questions about it and I said yeah you know me her son started getting really used to it and then his dad had another friend that came over and they both came down and they both fucked us and they they traded back and forth and it happened pretty often cuz I would stay over at their place you know on the weekends and then you know I’d come back home and and go back to school and still on the weekends my mom and dad would drop me off over there and maybe see if you like Friday night I’d go over there and spend the whole weekend over there and and pretty much him and this guy named Steve would come down the basement once we were down there and we’d already be naked so they would just trade back and forth and so we got fucked pretty often pretty much every every weekend in fact and and his friend Steve he’s the one I really enjoyed being with because he was always you know good to me the type of thing it was easy with me at first and then he started pounding me after that and that he had to pick her c*** too and he would penetrate me and you’d always come inside of me and you really enjoyed being with me cuz he jacked me off while he was f****** me and he always made me come and he would get off inside of me and then Charles he he always just stuck it right in me and started f*** yeah just f****** the s*** out of me and so they used to trade back and forth and I really like Steve so I really got used to Steve’s c*** and anyway so I told her my aunt all about it and she couldn’t believe that it was going on and I said yeah it was going on and I told her I said I was surprised that the your son didn’t tell you about it because no he never mentioned it to me and I said oh okay so but anyways I told her all about it and Devin made her even want me to f*** her even more so and we did while she was here she stayed here a whole month and she found out that me and my mom had been starting to fool around after my dad passed away so she’s f****** you know why not keep it in the family type of thing and so and me and her started f****** every morning that she was here for a month and it just surprised me that she wanted to have s** with me that’s all and I just never thought she would be one of the sisters but I had s** with I had s** with several of them my mom too but it was just one of the sisters that I never thought she’s going to have s** with me but it was good I finally got her to you know start talking to me less we were getting getting it on and stuff and and you know we did other things I f*** fucked her a few times and she really enjoyed that that’s my story