I’m losing everyone and everything I love in slow motion.
Except, this time I can’t accept my fate.
I feel like there has to be more but I’m not sure if I’m even in the right state of mind for this. I’m overwhelmed by my feelings. Feelings I have had for nobody else. I love him deeply…he has to know it by the way I kiss him. Even if he tells me to go or I end up leaving..always I will love him for what he has shown me in life. If I lose him…do I lose part of me? I feel like this time…I’m just fucked. My heart is open for the shooting grounds.
My soul and spirit will die or go into a coma.
