I’m scared and lonely and I want someone to hold me, but I’m a big guy who is quiet with a mean looking face and I’m not sure I’ll ever find someone who can see past that completely.

I’m not as smart, or talented, or nice, or truthful, or worth kindness as anyone I know says I am. I am torn between wanting them to know just how bad a person I am inside and being afraid of them finding out and rejecting me. I could never blame...

At night, sometimes I feel the guilt and self loathing of my entire life pile up on me and I hit myself, just a swing or two to the head. I don’t leave marks or bruises but I still do it. It makes me feel better, because inside I feel...

It’s been three years and I am still fucked up in more then one way.
I remember so much yet so little.
I am angry and I wish you could only know what you did.
Drugs are gone now and the pain never went away.
I...

I Burned a piece of paper when I wasn’t supposed too

To another girl, my first love. I still think about her every day a year later. I day dream about if we were still together but were not. I think about how happy i would be to live with her forever and have kids with her but the sad reality...

I miss her so much. She moved a year and a half ago and I think i love her in a non romantic way. To the girl with the initials MS who moved from ny to tx

The PC stuff has gone too far. If you’re going to get offended when someone wishes you a Merry Christmas, you REALLY need to re-evaluate yourself. Ok, so you don’t believe in Christ. That person is just wishing you a happy holiday, joy and merriness, NOT telling you that you...

I m********* because no one’s standards are low enough to f*** me. My p*** habit pushes me to further and further depths of depravity. I will die alone. I secretly suspect that I am destructive by nature, and that the best thing I could do for the people around me...

I have a secret addiction to some inappropriate stuff.

My sisters boyfriend gave my parents, her, and myself presents. My mom got a gorgeous and expensive wallet, my dad got an expensive sweater, my sister got new running sneakers along with a new iPod nano with a bunch of accessories. I got a very expensive perfume. I feel guilty...

My sisters boyfriend gave my parents, her, and myself presents. My mom got a gorgeous and expensive wallet, my dad got an expensive sweater, my sister got new running sneakers along with a new iPod nano with a bunch of accessories. I got a very expensive perfume. I feel guilty...

I am a seventeen-year-old female with anxiety and depression. Certain thoughts will pop up into my brain and won’t go away even if it might not be true. For years now, the worst thought that has gotten trapped into my brain was that I had s***** and/or romantic feelings for...

I don’t love the girl i am togheter with, i am attracted to her but i don’t feel like growing old with her. I am truly in love with someone else and i don’t want to hurt my current partner.

I watched bad p*** movies on Christmas

Sitting home alone on Christmas Day.
Depression s****

mt mom is manic depressant and my dad is an unrelenting a**… and they are both to old and infirm to get a job and/or go their separate ways. i’m caught in the middle. they both berate me about my catholic husband and separately tell me they want to die....

I just want them to leave so I can catch a buzz. j******* and watch a movie.

I have always thought since the day i was born that i would only end up liking a pretty/hot/ beautiful gal but as i continue to know you, it feels to me now that sometimes,its not about the looks.I truly love her by heart and for who she is.She is...

i’m 21 yr old female.
never been in a relationship.
never had s**.
never kissed anyone.
no one ever touched my body.

so here i am. on the eve of x’mas. wishing for a loving partner.

i dont care how ugly he looks, or if he’s...

I’m tired of caring for and living with my mom for the last 5 years. I miss being a financially sound female who lived alone. my mother’s health is not the best and she continues to make bad decisions about her health. she is very hardheaded and has to have...

i walked my dog today.

Got on facebook amidst cooking a meager meal for my family to see a successful ‘friend’ posting pics of her little girl’s Christmas morning. Talk about an OVERLOAD of gifts. I mean there are hundreds of dollars worth of toys surrounding this little girl who couldn’t possibly play with them...

I miss you so badly. Why can’t this nightmare be over? He took you from me and I put on a good face and I do all the right things but I am in hell. I just want to see you again. Hell I don’t even want to have our...

i trust people easily and if they do some thing wrong with me,,,,i overreact and don’t want to see them,,,,And aim scared when i want to argue with someone,,,i don’t fight in situations,,i think other person might get hurt,,,,,,

wanna waych cricket

I would do anything to get you back. I’ve never felt so close, so strongly, towards anyone ever before in my life. I’ve seen psychics, I’ve paid for supernatural services(ridiculous, I know), and worst of all, I’ve broken your trust and you will never know it. I’ve done things I...

Because of my cuteness many men fantacise being with me, including my father. And when I show him that I am not interested (by acting rude) he takes it out on other issues like shouting (violently) at me when I don’t study. Its because of his presence in the...

We know each other for less than 3 weeks n in such a lil span of time we came to know a lot abt each other n we fell in love but now i feel like sumthing is amiss..i mean earlier we used to talk to each other all day...

I am going to try this one, last time. I’m empty inside. The only person that ever loved me is my mother, and I’ve said all the wrong things to her to nearly turn her away from me, too. Girls found my weakness. I only used them for s**. They...

I’m on a depression medication that works, meaning that I’m pretty sure it works. I had been growing steadily worse from age 8 to age 16 when we (my family and I) thought it might finally be time to consider pills. My mother says I’ve been more myself since beginning...

Hi everyone
So let me get to the point I have come to finally believe that my off/on again boyfriend of +5 years might be gay. Every time we broke up I felt like I needed clarity and I needed to understand him. I blamed myself and he always...

I didn’t realize my friend was depressed and I wasn’t there when she needed me. She eventually slit her wrists in front of me and I did nothing to stop it. I was too panicked to call an ambulance and she bled out in my arms.

I could have saved...

When I was a teenager (legal), I was super in love with my bf at the time.

The a****** cheated on me, repeatedly, and didn’t even care when I confronted him. His response was, “you know I’m a playa.”

So, I decided I would get even.

I fucked my...

My neighbor who I just recently befriended told me she was a p*** star. I am not judgemental at all and she has since gotten to know God. She is actually more religious than me. The night she told me I googled her. She has been in over 200 films!...

i have ocd or something like that i don’t even know and i’m so tired of worrying and being a coward. but everyone thinks i’m okay. it’s ruining me. i don’t know what to do. please someone help me because i can’t take it anymore.

There is so much I wonder about you, little things mostly but they are all big things in the end.

Anyway, I wanted to tell you that I..I .I love you. You always been nice and kind to me throughout these many years. I wish nothing but the...

i think i am in love with this woman that i used to work with. it started as a mutual physical attraction and we’ve just been getting to know each other and flirting off and on. i’ve told her how i feel and she’s told me how she feels. she...

My best internet friend of seven years died two years ago and I still send him messages of “Happy Christmas” or “Happy Valentines Day” etc, even though I know he’ll never reply.

im so disgusting

ok so stupid h**** teenager here, im also extremely depressed and have severe anxiety
i was watching p*** because of the h**** part and i just wasnt feeling it idk but if anyone has ever been all h**** or whatever they kinda know that sometimes you...