Every single person in my life keeps compounding upon my inner agony with every half-assed interaction, and those half-assed interactions are just barely enough for them to be able to make me guilt myself into keeping me from killing myself.

The people around me have given me just enough contact and sympathy for me to guilt myself from killing myself for their sakes, but not enough for me to feel happy. They have no idea, and there is no way I can make them see. It isn’t their fault.

Every time someone asks me how I’m doing, I tell them that I’m doing well, because I’d rather them remain oblivious to the fact that I am almost constantly thinking about committing suicide.

I only lost my virginity because this girl in my class felt sorry for me and gave me some pity s**.

Do you ever think of all the ppl in the world having s** right now at this very moment and think damn im not. I do all the time.i think of a girl riding a guys d*** going up and down and moaning very loudly ” OH GOD OH GOD...

I cannot stop thinking about killing myself. I know that I never would. But it’s all that I think about. And knowing that I can’t kill myself only makes me feel more impotent, more helpless.

(This is my confession to my God)
God, I am so sorry for the things that has cause a separation between our love. I have done m***********, p**********, lying, stealing, dishounring parents, impure thoughs, Lust, Envy, Greed, Pride, Sloth. God please forgive my sins that I have done in...

I’ve made a huge mistake and I cannot turn back time or I would take back that night I let my true feelings for him out. Now I feel like the b*** of a joke. Why is it he took year after year seducing me and when I give in...

when im bored i cut myself

I like it here, women don’t gang up on me here. It’s more male friendly, if you don’t like it here left, instead of trying to use your controlling ways to change the situation.

It’s absolutely disgusting how sexist people are on here.

My friend told me this morning that her math teacher took her phone because she was listening to music and then she demanded her password and threatened to expell her if she didnt give it to her and then she looked through all 4,000 of her pictures and all her...

I feel bad about my body and I think everyone hate me

My father is a tyrant. Like victor Newman from the young and the restless. The only two things he cares about are himself, and money. And it seems to get worse. Now he thinks that I have to pay the 3500 he owes for taxes because he messed up years...

Just cos he keeps addressing u as love all the time does not mean he loves you,does it?
not even if he did say so?

I wish there was a zombie apocalypse so all the assholes in the world would die.

There are people I despise so much that I would kill them and then let the comeback as a zombie so I could kill them again.

I am starting to hate and despise women. I still want to have s** with them but I hate how they view and treat men lately.
I hate movies where the woman is the hero and the man is the bungling idiot always needing to be rescued or have...

I am in love.
I am in love with a fictional character. Not in love like “wow, awesome character!”
I am in love like “I literally want him to exist so I can be his.
He’s not even human.
He’s a bisexual fish.
Who loves...

Honestly getting a girl to like me or even just wanna be friends is literally impossible . I honestly have no chance what so ever.people say that ill eventually will get a girl just be confident.well i could be the most confident person in the world and id still repulse...

Mom,

I know you said I couldn’t go. But I’m doing it anyways. I’ll be with them, its okay. Nothing will happen to me. Ive never caused you any problems. This is something I want, and I’ve decided I will have. I’m sorry for decieving you, mom, I really am...

Id love to sniff and lick a cute girls b*** crack.that would be so f***** s***.id love to kiss her b*** cheeks too.

I have more than one wife

My entire life is built upon lies. everything.

I’m not the person people think I am. It’s gotten so complex I cant get out of it anymore. I want to but cant.

I use s** as a tool of power and d********* over my wife. I guess some would call it spousal r***.
It’s the only way i can get her to shut up when we argue. I want to stop but I don’t know how, when I do I end...

I saw alot of couples today at the mall and i thought to myself “only if it were possible for me to get a girl.but ill just have to live without any girl in my life *sighs*

People are so freaking stupid.

All these idiotic teenagers sending and posting n*** and nasty photos, who actually believe that it could never be traced back to them, saved, or posted elsewhere on line. Um, wake up. Nothing is truly anonymous. In fact, your posts on this website could...

I hate men from India. Men from India are always going after pretty white girls. Why don’t they ever go after their own kind?

From the ages of well, 0 to 14 everything seemed perfectly fine. Then in February 2013 was the first hit. Literally. Not to me, but to my mum. My parents resolved their problems and then 2 weeks after it happened again. Soon we all went on holiday to our home...

Most disturbing moment of my life, maybe 10 years ago. I love my mom and she is really a good person and quite normal now.
My mom is bipolar and was having a manic, insane episode for most of the year. She was drinking like crazy and smoking a...

I have feelings for a man for some time but I know I shouldn’t have for several reasons first that he is 30 years older than me and second that he was my professor last year.Since then I’ve met him several times at Uni saying hi and replying back asking...

hey, i am an average teenager, i was born and brought up in a nuclear family. my family consisted of my elder sibling, my mother and father. my dad is a nice man and i envy him to a certain extent. the only bad trait about him that springs to...

I want everything. I want better for myself. I wonder sometimes if anything is worth it.

I’m Fucked up!
I keep making the same mistakes.
I’m dying inside.
This isn’t the Man I thought I would be.
I find myself too unlovable to be a husband, so I satisfy my need in the arms of another.
The guilt has torn me...

i am 14. about six moths ago i got an app that lets you post pictures and tell your secrets anonymously to everyone who happens to be on the app at the time. at first i used it for its intended purpose but then when i would have conversations with...

P**********.
I am completely and utterly addicted. I find myself making excuses just to watch one video, telling myself “Oh, i’m just checking out everything that will happen BEFORE the nasty, immoral stuff. Then I’ll close the browser”. What the heck? I end up watching about 5 videos, one...

My bestfriend tried to go with this one girl but she didn’t want him because the way he acted(she was attracted to him). But she did like me. And I liked her too. But I liked her bestfriend more. But recent events have made her never want to talk to...

This might sound really stupid.but i am extremely pissed off that in the movie role models augie didnt win the lair tournament.he won at 1st but that stupid f***** b**** killed him making him second place.i know its just a movie but this ruined my mood and im so f*****...

Is it normal for an 18 year old to never had a job before and honestly doesnt feel ready to get one just yet.also doesnt drive or even have permit.

I smell like coconuts.

I want you.