P**********.
I am completely and utterly addicted. I find myself making excuses just to watch one video, telling myself “Oh, i’m just checking out everything that will happen BEFORE the nasty, immoral stuff. Then I’ll close the browser”. What the heck? I end up watching about 5 videos, one after another. My girlfriend would be devastated if she found out, and she even asked once, but I denied it. So I am a Lying, P*** addict. And worst of all, I am knowingly sinning. I know that it is wrong, and I know that I need to stop lying to God, and telling Him that i’ll work on my addiction, yet I still carry on sinning. I mean, seriously, God can see everything that happens… There’s no point in trying to be sneaky about it. I need to put what GOD wants and demands first. So there, I am a freaking P********** addict that needs to stop! I need to respect woman, and myself, as well. Thanks