I’m thinking about leaving my church. To live how I want to.if I leave I will be hurting a lot of people including myself. The thing is I can’t keep up to standards at my church.

Should I stay or go

I can’t forgive people for ruining my chances at marriage and having a baby and my career….

i just wish the world would hate you for what you have done.

Tonight, I went with a friend of mine to see a band she likes. It was at a sleazy, trashy bar and it was crowded. I don’t do well in crowds and as a result, I had an anxiety attack and almost bawled my eyes out. My friend took me...

I joined a forum a while ago dedicated to a certain fandom (for a series) I love. Everyone on the board seems really nice and friendly, but they’re all cliqued up in groups and I’m too scared to try to say hello without making an a** out of myself or...

I still think about what ex is up to and how he’s doing. every. single. day.

My husband is so much better than I deserve. He’s so patient, and understanding and is always there for me, but I can’t do anything for him when he’s upset or stressed out. It kills me inside and tears me apart knowing I can’t do a thing to help him....

I feel emotionally and physically neglected by my husband. I have been the only one in my marriage to initiate any type of intimacy for the last 3 months. I haven’t made a move in 3 weeks…and he has not either.

I know he’s not cheating on me…..I think...

I witnessed somone tonight get slamed on the floor and kicked and i stood there and did nothing. I was too scared to act. The person said to me “help me up” and i helped him up and left the situation. I feel awful for not sticking up for the...

I feel like complete and total s***. And I honestly have no reason to. I have a beautiful girlfriend who is not a complete and total diz, a desk any artist would love, a supportive family, and friends to spare. I am a “Normal” 14-year-old girl. But with depression reigning...

I’m scared all the time. I’m afraid to go to the grocery store, I’m afraid to be in one space for too long, I’m afraid of the noises my house makes, I’m just so afraid. The smallest things throw me into panic and the last time I talked to someone...

I don’t want to but I do m*********..

Asexuality exists

If someone tells me to do something after I’ve fallen asleep I do it. I don’t remember it but they tell me I respond like normal. That’s why I fell asleep on my cousin’s lap during that movie and woke up on her 17 year old friend the next day....

I don’t know my identity. Speaking about myself is difficult when I do not even know my core opinions.

The thought of s** has me feeling like a r*** victim, and I’m not one.

my mother wont GET THE F*** OUTTA THE BATHROOM. i need to change my tampon.shes been in there like two hours up YAY SHE GOT OUT ,now i have to wait she goes upstairs .i dont like people listening to me anywhere PERIOD,wait eww srry no pun intended well….bye i...

One cut isn’t enough.
Two isn’t either.
My beautiful monster calls out to me.
Begs me to come play.
If it didn’t leave so many scars,
raise so many questions,
trust me,
I’d be with it all the time.
It caresses my...

i am going to kill myself

I have a bf on the other side of the world and I am afraid that it might not work because well, there’s no s** or touch and it’s hard, really hard, although I might be able to stay strong I don’t know for how long he can do it

i still love my ex boyfriend. 🙁

I went on a date with a guy who really likes me just because I was hungry and wanted a free meal. He took me to a very expensive restaurant and since I was broke I took advantage of this moment and ate as much as I could. Since I...

Furthermore to the mad women I’ve met online, one was a crazy cat woman. Yep she loved cats so much so she had adopted a stray tom cat didn’t get it neutered and it pissed all over her clothes.

Any idea what it’s like to be stuck in a car...

I’ve been on some crap online dates and met some weirdos but thankfully had the sense to tell one of them basically to f*** off.

I know the routine, they insist you meet in a public place they insist on taking their car and driving up the motorway so you...

I hate my dad, I really do. I can’t even help it, my mom it’s sick and any moment now they are going to replace her kidney and she’s going to be away for a few months and I can’t bare the thought of being with him.
Every time...

It’s been 3 months since I last did it. But lately everything around me has gotten so fucked up, I couldn’t take it anymore.. I broke my promised and I, for the first time in 3 months and 4 days, I self-harmed again
And it felt so f****** good,...

I fucked someone else. I don’t feel guilty really but I know it’s wrong

when i was at my job at walmart last week i raped one of my coworkers. i thought it was consensual but her screaming told me other wise. im so sorry. how can i make this right!!!!! the worst part is how much i enjoyed it. god help me.

Why doesn’t anyone take depression seriously? My own husband doesn’t even think it’s real…. It’s an agonizing and lonely journey…. Can’t even get into a psychiatrist to get treated. Counseling isn’t enough. I know that nobody really cares and I may even get comments to encourage me to do so,...

I hate my dad. I’ve never hated anyone as much as I hate my dad. He’s the worst father ever. I wish my mom would divorce him so I would never have to see him again. He makes me so angry. I often imagine myself killing him. I wish I...

I’m a complete sociopath. I didn’t realize it until earlier this year, when we started discussing the topic in the psychology class I’m taking. Now that I know the term, however, it makes sense. I guess I first noticed something about me was different when someone said “When you do...

I feel like I’m too good at faking happiness these days. People think I’m getting better, but I can only smile so easily now because I’ve stopped trying and just accepted that I’m going to think the way I do. I feel just as bad, it’s just less difficult to...

I don’t feel like a “real” bulimic. Lots of people have it worse than me. I’m just fat…time to purge

I think pregnancy is awesome. I’m a girl. I’m a bit masochist and I think that the idea of an alien looking thing growing inside of you stealing your nutrients and energy and puts you through 9 months of pain is just purely awesome.

i suffer from many fears and im socially awkward. i suffer with hallucinations and i sometimes have suicidal thoughts. somenights i cry myself to sleep. at school I’m constantly bullied and this has made my confidence drop like hell. i dont have the confidence to tell my teachers and when...

all of my friends parents have split up and they hate there fathers. my parents have been together for an incredibly long time. what they say makes me feel awkward and uncomfortable because i love both of my parents and what they say gets me into uncomfortable situations.

i destroyed my ex-friends base with my new friend because they were constantly being mean to me and left me with no friends and lonely.

WHY THE F*** DO YOU LIKE HER SOO MUCH! YOU ALWAYS HANGOUT WITH HER, ALL THE TIME AND DO YOU WANT TO F*** HER? ARE YOU THE REASON O HER BF INSECURITY? AND WHAT THE F*** SHOULD I DO TO GET YOU TO LIKE ME THE WAY YOU LIKE HER,...

I cant take this s*** anymore, all i do is work, and go to school. My body is being pushed to the edge. Im smoking more tobacco than I previously did. Infact its almost doubled. My social life is non existant anymore, and the same goes for my s** life....

i hate being at home, as soon as i get back from Uni its just nagging and criticism and judgement and i cant have a f****** cigarette. my mum seems to think im this horrid selfish persona dn my sister doesnt like me either. they both like me a whole...