Living with aunt….one morning in the first week she had me play with myself in the shower, making me tell her in detail head to toe what i found desirable about her bare body. It was very intense. Afterward she sat me down for a long talk. She told me that as long as i remembered i could only look and not touch that she felt it was better that she be my focus when allowed to do it. I actually learned fairly quickly to always ask permission and thank her for allowing me to touch myself and for the love and guidance. She started sort of rationing me after the first week, morning shower with her was every day, but during the days she started weaning me off multiple epusodes of it because i would have to be able to make it through classes each day. She also let me do it at bedtime so that i managed to sleep without doing it all night. Her rule was that if i woke up wanting to then i would move from my bed to hers. She would hold me and spoon me and talk to me until i calmed down from the desperate urge.
To be contiued.
One day at lunch after having two accidents in a week, I found always discrete diapers in my art therapists size on the break room counter. She caught me staring at them, so I asked her what they were for. and she said “People who need them.” After lunch we got to group and shr looked incredibly desperate to pee 5 minutes in. She was crossing and uncrossing her legs, shifting in her seat, and her forehead had the telltale sweating. After about twenty minutes, she no longer looked desperate. After group ended, I sniffed her seat and it reeked of piss. Im fairly certain she peed in a diaper in front of me that day.
I was beginning to feel okay but got sucked back in
For the first time and last time I sent a reveling picture of myself to a guy on kik. I fell horrible everyday about it. My parents raised me better, I was taught never to do it. I I just really needed to get it out. Im a horrible...
I’m married but in love with another girl
I cannot believe I have to start this workout again
I am so confused when it comes to what religion I want to be. I don’t even care. I never thought religion was a pick or choose thing. Meaning that if I pick one that means everyone else is living a lie.
Anyways,
I just wanted to note that I...
I dont want pity nor praise. I was wanting a friend just like I said. But I would rather tell you my darkest problems and my successes directly, ok?
Two men were attempting to talk to me to tell me that they thought it was cool how I have a cat and a two dogs that get along. They speak Spanish, only Spanish. I speak English and Spanish. They don’t know that. They were struggling trying to explain what...
just had the best fap session like, ever. parents werent home, could hump my pillow loud as i wanted. bless.
Ok. I am 14. I made 700$ last night on a web cam f******** myself. They thought I was 18. yes. 14.
Had g****** regret it
peel the skin off of my back
I am a secret s** addict. I tell others that I struggle with lust, I tell my wife (very seldomly) that I have seen something online I shouldn’t have, and I tell myself that it’s ok. But to everyone, I am lying. I rationalize and marginalize my own behavior to...
I can feel the walls closing in. Everything is falling apart, one thing after another. My marriage. My job. My health. My faith. I think I know why. I need a vice. An outlet. Something that I can direct the negative energy toward, burn it off. Used to bd able...
I don’t give a s*** about my future. I’ve never drank or done drugs, but I really want to. I just want to sufffer and die. It isn’t even that I want to die… I wish I had never existed.
There’s been a huge amount of drama in my part time job. It’s making me very depressed, to the point where every time I go to work I feel nauseated. My younger sister got a part time job there, working the odd time shortly before Christmas. Recently, she was being...
for my “loving mother” you’re a real p************ sometimes i just want to murder my entire family.
no good p************ liar
my first s***** experience.
3 years ago when I was 14 I was riding my horse on my dads farm while my family were away. I went to go put my horse back in the stable when I noticed his large p**** was hard. I decide to touch it and...
Dysphoria. Depression, mania, anxiety, bipolar disorder. I’m so dizzy I can barely sit up. Self harm sounds so goos. I want to cut it all up, til it falls away.
pity me pity me pity me f****** pity me but love me too
i wish somebody could say those things about me
why
i think about you so much, you f*** me up so much and i love you and you don’t even know it
I am 15 that is me right there i didnt finish i will tell you the rest he didnt just take off like that i forgot to say this part he jerked after ecause his come was dripping out of my p**** and then he said i was a gusher...
i hate you so much i f****** hate you and you and them too i shouldn’t have done you that favor all that time ago i still think about torturing you
I am 15 and i was starting as a counseler at a camp well i went to go to explore when 1 of the other guy counselers attacked me and he yanked off my pants than he ripped apart my thong her fingered me after he tied me to a...
I have feelings for a guy I work with but I have a boyfriend and have no one to talk to about this. My friends think I’m being ridiculous or just exaggerating, but I’m not. I really like this guy. But every day that we work together, I just feel...
I avtar pahal p*** look n masturbater
I hate women, I hate them so much, I want to hurt them, every time I see a pretty girl, I want to punch her in her face, fat girl, I want to stab her and show her the fat bowling out of her stomach. When I speak or interact...
I think I’m falling for a girl whom I met on a random question and answer site, not even for her physical appearance, simply for her intelligence and slight insanity, my face lights up whenever I see her answering my questions or smiling at my responses, but I don’t think...
I’m still thinking of you. Dump your girlfriend and come back to me, you a******!
When I was much younger and more gullible, I was friends with someone on a forum. This person suddenly stopped posting and vanished. Well, myself and a few others became worried. Suddenly a new username appeared and claimed to be the person’s sister, and told us the person had tried...
Since I was a child, I’ve had a spanking fetish. There’s something about having a girl lay across my lap while I smack their bare bottom that excites me. But I’ve never had a girlfriend, which means that I’ve never really had a chance to explore my fetish....
I have depression, I feel like my parents are ashamed of it and that they believe I will never be able to get a job due to this. They think I use my university to be as far away from them, this is why I never told them while I...
When I see my family and friends’ posts on facebook, riddled with bad grammar, poor spelling, and total lack of effort at anything resembling correct use of the English language, I just want to slap them silly. It’s not that hard to use your brain! Are you REALLY that lazy?!...
anon plz. I shower naked.
i watched pornhub i m********* i lie
I love my stepdad so much i wanna have s** with him. I use his boxers and think of him when i m*********. So once i made the final step and went to kiss him and he kissed back so we had s**. His p**** is just like mine
That moment when you think someone else is pathetic, then you realize you’re in the same pathetic boat they’re in.
my mother and father and sister and brother are mentally abusive towards me and have assaulted me and bashed me over the years throwing things at me or attacking me. my mother pushed a babies bottle brush down my throat when i was 7 for swearing and copying the p********...
