Every night is a struggle to stay alive.

i don’t understand why my mom has to complain about MY weight every single damn day, like why can’t she just leave me alone, i know im fat, i f****** see it everyday. the daily reminders just push me more and more into killing myself, she thinks she is helping...

I am not trying to unalive myself but sometimes I think I’d be relieved if I did meet a tragedy. It be a lot easier than leaving my abusive partner. I’m looking at the rest of my years alive and my health and thinking, though, it’s not that much longer...

I don’t know if I’m actually happy, I’ll be laughing and happy for a day and then the next I’ll be crying and feeling like I’m nothing good or ugly and it’s hard because i try not to say otherwise but my self confidence has dropped so much and it’s...

Why did Ronald Reagan have to die? He was my hero and God. He was a great actor and communicator. He cheated death every time except the last time. Lord we need a new Ronald Reagan.

i remember when we’d walk together down this very street, when the hands of time weren’t so unforgiving, and the air was much sweeter, when the laws of life weren’t ever so cruel and the birds sang every morning. when it was fun to be a fool, and even more...

the truth is i do hate you,
but the reason is not at any fault of your own,
instead for lack thereof;
you are all things i wish to be.
you take up so much space in my brain.
id be lying if i said...

Have you noticed lately, me ignoring you when I see you?  I haven’t spoken to you the last what.. 3 times now.

We said we were friends
But I fell in love
But….
He loves someone else

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Minha dor diminui cronologicamente. A cada dia meu desapontamento era menos doloroso, eu cada vez estava mais consciente do que eu significava para você e já não me machucava mais tanto como no dia anterior e que o dia...

I’ve wasted my life spending time with the worse people. I wish I could start over.

Look at him, still asleep at 2 pm on my sofa, stinking up my living room. He’ll wake up in a few hours to me cooking a nice dinner because as much as I hate him living in my home it’s not in my nature to be cruel at the...

I was blessed by God with two beautiful children, Arthur and Elle.
Elle was my first born. She was was angel. Kind, warm, filled with life, loving and caring.. She was every bit of goodness there was. Arthur was 8 years old but still he was the most mature...

I was snooping though my bfs phone and I found his p*** history..it had multiple videos he watched of trans women and a man giving top to another man…I’m not in any way judge-mental or homophobic but I can’t stop thinking what if I’m not enough..I don’t like a*** that...

That’s not me below.
I’m not writing this s***.

I still love Jason and I hate myself for not being somebody worthy of him. It’s been so long since I’ve actually seen him, I don’t know why I keep thinking about him after this long. If I ever get what I want I’m going to be addicted.

I’ve been fighting myself for so long that I’ve nearly run my will full out. At this point, I want to go to sleep one night and never wake up. In spite of my hopes and desires, I keep waking up, accomplishing little of consequence, and going through the motions...

hangin in but not doing well at all especially after today.

I have a suicide plan. I don’t know if I have the strength to leave my son, but the pain is so much.

I hate myself. I’m deeply ashamed and embarrassed of myself. I feel worthless. I can’t help myself accomplish the things in my life that I wanna accomplish, even getting out of bed or taking a shower or eating consistently are super laborious and difficult to bring myself to do. I...

Kill me kill me kill me someone kill me im too weak to do it myself i have nothing to live for i hate myself more rhan anything in the world if i died right now the world would have more air to give to someone who deserves it i...

Family treated me like s*** again today. Why am I alive?

The details of when he c** in my face while I cheated on my master…
I was on my knees in his bedroom sucking his d***, touched it with my hands up and down while I also s*** him and licked the tip slowly, teasing him.. and after that...

All i wanted was to make you proud. And now i dont think that will ever happen.

My brother wants to date a 18 year old retarded girl. I am 35. Can she legally give her consent for oral s** or do I have to ask her parents?

Suicidal again.

Joel Osteen fingered me when I was 5

It’s not like I want or need 1000 friends, just 1 best friend would be nice. Social anxiety is crippling. I have nobody.

a friend is someone who’s there when a romance goes wrong, when s*** happens in a family, when work is stressful, when all other things are rushing to hell. but did you understand that? you gave up our friendship or a d***? you broke my heart. i thought our friendship...

once in 8th grade, there was this guy in my class, he hated me for no reason. Absolutely for no reason. I was kind to everyone in that grade. Then this b**** had a gf who was my friend and later she wasn’t because she got more cool friends than...

I married the guy that was nicest to me, the one that liked to play games and watch anime and made me laugh. I’m so miserable. We never have s**, he barely touches me, he wont get a job or do anything around the house. its like I have a...

there’s this b**** named.. lets call her CC anyways she’s such an attention seeking hoe. like BFFR… Let me tell y’all about it. This sounds weird but I’m in the 7th grade and so is she, and all she does is kiss man d*** and it grosses me outtttt. She...

I don’t care about smokers’ ad hominem attacks, only that I have to live with severe asthma because both parents refused to stop smoking since pregnancy. I love my smoker parents but they’re selfish just like other smokers and now I’m left with breathing issues. Smoking is disgusting.

i hate the new velma show it rlly s**** a** like i get it if u wanna take a child’s cartoon and make it more “adult” but u don’t need to get rid of everything to make it like that !!! adults already liked scooby do

and like i...

i really dont have anyone for me.. im all alone in this world .. my parents love me everyone does but nobody knows me .. i dont feel safe in my own skin .. i dont feel safe in my own place.. i dont feel safe as my own self.....

Menstruation s***. My leg feels numb, my stomach feels hurt, I don’t feel like eating anything..and my feeling became that of an edgy teenager wanting to cry all the time..it’s so hard to stay awake

Her husband makes me uncomfortable and I don’t want to be alone with him. She doesn’t want to help.

My family members are really manipulative and destroying my mental health. I dont want to live with them but i have no choice. They provoke me so badly and when i cannot stand it and react to them, they act like victims and says they didn’t do anything. i tried...

I am pregnant. 5 weeks and 2 days.. I’m 19 and my bf is 25. I have mixed feelings about what I should do. My boyfriend doesn’t want the baby and claims he’d rather have a felony than a baby. He claims that if I keep it, then he will...

my brother molested me when i was 6 and he was 12