I don’t know if I’m actually happy, I’ll be laughing and happy for a day and then the next I’ll be crying and feeling like I’m nothing good or ugly and

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I don’t know if I’m actually happy, I’ll be laughing and happy for a day and then the next I’ll be crying and feeling like I’m nothing good or ugly and it’s hard because i try not to say otherwise but my self confidence has dropped so much and it’s just hard to feel confident and smile in pictures because I’m just so ugly and I just want to feel some sort of confidence and I wish someone would tell me that, but because I’m struggling to see myself and I don’t want it to get worse.

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