Living with aunt….one morning in the first week she had me play with myself in the shower, making me tell her in detail head to toe what i found desirable about her bare body. It was very intense. Afterward she sat me down for a long talk. She told me that as long as i remembered i could only look and not touch that she felt it was better that she be my focus when allowed to do it. I actually learned fairly quickly to always ask permission and thank her for allowing me to touch myself and for the love and guidance. She started sort of rationing me after the first week, morning shower with her was every day, but during the days she started weaning me off multiple epusodes of it because i would have to be able to make it through classes each day. She also let me do it at bedtime so that i managed to sleep without doing it all night. Her rule was that if i woke up wanting to then i would move from my bed to hers. She would hold me and spoon me and talk to me until i calmed down from the desperate urge.
To be contiued.
One day at lunch after having two accidents in a week, I found always discrete diapers in my art therapists size on the break room counter. She caught me staring at them, so I asked her what they were for. and she said “People who need them.” After lunch we got to group and shr looked incredibly desperate to pee 5 minutes in. She was crossing and uncrossing her legs, shifting in her seat, and her forehead had the telltale sweating. After about twenty minutes, she no longer looked desperate. After group ended, I sniffed her seat and it reeked of piss. Im fairly certain she peed in a diaper in front of me that day.
Sometimes, when I’m really lazy, I pee on the carpet floor of my basement instead of going upstairs to the bathroom.
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