one time I felt like a ghost or a spirit was taking over my body. I was sitting on a platform waiting for the train. I told myself to hold onto the seats against the ghosts will. the demon ghost wanted me to jump in front of the express train....

I COULD WAIT IN THE HOUSE TIL EVERYONE IS DEAD AND GONE AND GET A VAMPIRE UP FROM THE GRAVE.

I HAVE BEEN TOLD I HAVE TALENTS BEYOND HOLLYWOOD.

BUT IT WAS SO MUCH FUN WATCHING THAT SOUTH AMERICAN OLD S*** AT EPHARMACY FLAP HER T*** AND C*** IN A FRENZY AROUND ME. HHHAHAHA. BY GOD DID SHE GET PISSED OFF AT ME.

AND THEN JOYCEY WOOBLING AROUND WITH THAT BIG FAT ARSE.

F*** I HATE THESE PEOPLE...

now you all know what Diana did to me as a child and kept it going like the fucker she is…. and I didn’t do a thing to her or anyone to deserve what she did. I can’t see how a little child of 5 could do much at all...

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I am not allowed to have a career or marriage or great body til everyone around me has it. I can’t have a child because I was born with a deformity. mild as it is but I can’t and I have been told I am not allowed to think I...

I have a hatred for all the dutch. I think if hitler killed 9million jews I would have to kill about 9million dutch and 9million Italians just to feel some revenge for what they did to me when I was a child. that is how much anger I have in...

my cat accidently got burnt last night I will have to make it up somehow.

I got such a shock my mother said that she suspects her relatives were having an affair with my sisters husband. maybe that is why my sister does not want to mix with her cousins after all. I have wondered underneath if sue or Elizabeth and Louise would be so...

I got such a shock my mother said that she suspects her relatives were having an affair with my sisters husband. maybe that is why my sister does not want to mix with her cousins after all. I have wondered underneath if sue or Elizabeth and Louise would be so...

my doctor told me not to bend over under any circumstances when I had migraines and blood shot eye.

but I really thought to myself “uh, I don’t care! if I die. I don’t care”

my pride my pride. please don’t stop hurting my pride! it can’t be worse that this. it can’t feel lower. It can’t feel more defeated.

why would she be saying those things then? if you think about it why would she be saying choke on this or curses, ghosts and demons? or witches and witch doctors. why would she be so afraid. she has been rather paralysisingly afraid.

why would she say this man...

I came across books with all this self help and inspiration type books and self help. some over do the thing about “you define your own future and have no one to blame but yourself”

that is not always true. I have to remind myself that its not true when...

I hate the police where I live because they are seriously corrupt. what is happening world wide mostly in western nations is scary for most to fathom. I think nothing breaks a good man more then not having an income for his family.

the class turn over gets so...

my doctor authorize beta blockers and I don’t want to take them in fear of having a psychotic episode, f*** I am three quarters the way there right now. chest pain all the time for the last 4 weeks or so. makes me so tired. new psychiatrist, new antipsychotic drugs...

I have two prize champion pigs and they don’t like this brown dog named “wing wong” the scotty dog and they have taken a dislike to anything colored blue and on most days I place them in a special pen, one particularly does like to play with a ball in...

I refuse to volunteer work or go back to work force.

1) they are trying to kill off population with diseases and military style abuses
2) volunteerism there is no legislation that covers you from workplace abuses

think of your bones and stay at home! you might life...

Sometimes, I can’t sleep very well at night because I start thinking about too many things. Most of the time, I think about some people in my life, or some people that used to be in my life, and I feel bad for ever having involved them in my life....

I have sensed a stalker around me again on here. omg I am leaving this site!

I’d tell you you were beautiful but I would have to punch you befor it!!

I’d tell you you were beautiful but I would have to punch you befor it!!

last night I was looking out at the sky and by far the best of stars to focus on are the most brightest shining. while I was doing this I noticed a much fainter star disappear but it was not a falling star. it never came back. my dream of...

when I was 15 my mother suggested that I should be fucked by father. I was not sure when she said that should happen. I was fearful of such an event. my uncles had been lurking around to do the deed themselves for some time, which mortified me. the idea...

I get so upset and frightened when I hear certain music from childhood. it brings back a child like fear in me. my heart races and I get terribly upset just hearing those old hard rock punk songs. today while at the hospital I felt a energy of fear and...

I hate my pastor. He’s a douche.

Totally happy to see my boyfriend tomorrow. Not so happy that I planned this enormous date he does jack s*** for me oh well se how it goes.

I’m so sick of people telling me how to live my life. And what I mean by people, my parents my boyfriend. They all come across as how caring they are. Oh no you have a mortgage to pay how dare you think of leaving and renting it out, you...

being a work -aholic as I am its go go go go no-stop I simply do not have the time for such juvenilities as cooking.

I am busy and I do expect the old b**** to have the food warm when I am ready to eat. she has been...

guys never m*********..it ll lead to disaster in your life..it has spoiled me..once ur addicted it s very tough to overcome..i ve felt it..ul lose ur health..ul be weaker..god pls forgive me..each time i promise u to give up the habit..ive only carried it on..the addiction is powerful..god ..this day...

good night. I am going to bed to read youthy modern day Egypt vampire novels.

I copy my sister in everything she does and says. I guess you could call me a copy cat.

Sometimes I feel like I enjoy the feeling of misery. Most days life is so mundane and uneventful. I feel nothing. I crave to feel something, but either I’m too distant from troubling matters or I just don’t care enough of how society views my actions so I don’t feel...

one night I was getting a little close to this guy and he was touching me up on the sofa at another girls house. I pulled his hand away as I did not feel that it was appropriate to be doing that sort of thing in someone else’s parents house....

my cat sat on my mothers face the other night and last night he farted in my face when cuddling. oh dear, what I tolerate from the bub!

my cat sat on my mothers face the other night and last night he farted in my face when cuddling. oh dear, what I tolerate from the bub!

my cat sat on my mothers face the other night and last night he farted in my face when cuddling. oh dear, what I tolerate from the bub!

I fear my mother is trying to kill me off again, and she is trying to kill me off again, and she is trying to kill me off again. I fear she has a gang ready to kill me off again. all in line to kill me off again and...

dear don I just want to ask you what do you personally get out of abusing me? that wicked smile says so much about your dirty mind. silent poofter!

My mom is right and I barely have any relationship with her: you’re not a good man.

My daydream is to have someone call you on your s***. REALLY call you on it. Defend me, tell you you’re a jerk for treating me the way you have and that I...