I get so upset and frightened when I hear certain music from childhood. it brings back a child like fear in me. my heart races and I get terribly upset just hearing those old hard rock punk songs. today while at the hospital I felt a energy of fear and wrath on the roads. so many angry violent people is upsetting to the point I don’t want to go out much. being unwell does not help it much either. I seen a man on a motor bike and actually was afraid he would run me over deliberately. that was a regular feeling as a child. and I still fear that rage in men but also women. I feel the violence in people rising and its scary. reminds me of childhood too much.
