one time I felt like a ghost or a spirit was taking over my body. I was sitting on a platform waiting for the train. I told myself to hold onto the seats against the ghosts will. the demon ghost wanted me to jump in front of the express train. it felt like it was wanting to kill me off but why?
today it means nothing to me, but back then it was something I felt deep shame about that I had really considered jumping and didn’t even trust myself that I wouldn’t do it so I forced myself to hold on to the sit so tight.
a very strange experience that comes and goes. sometimes its cars and buses at road curbs or while using a razor etc
does anyone understand? soul possession experiences like this?
