My mom is right and I barely have any relationship with her: you’re not a good man.

My daydream is to have someone call you on your s***. REALLY call you on it. Defend me, tell you you’re a jerk for treating me the way you have and that I deserve way better. In front of everyone. Let you know you’re not getting away with as much as you think you are. That I AM a good woman and you don’t treat me right. I am doing much better to stand up for myself to you. You don’t like it. But it would have been nice if someone would have stepped up to you on my behalf some time. Instead, everyone just sits there limply. Which is why you do what you do. Bullies bully until someone stand up to them. And I am now. It just would have been nice to have someone say something and call you on your s***. You think you’re such a stud. You’re not. You’re a spoiled rotten brat of a man. And I’ve told your mother what I think and now, part of me thinks I know where you got your problem. Your mom and you are “close” because she makes excuses for your stupid s***. She’s as uneducated as you are and went from husband to husband based on their gross income. You’re both immature. You both have personality disorders. The problem is she’s just now realizing how much she crippled you. You’re nearly 40 and act like you’re 8. And she knows how much of it is her fault. Just like you’re realizing your teenage boy is a f****** jerk because YOU failed to raise him properly. You’re still sitting on your hands about it though. And you will be because you don’t know who you are and you don’t know what you believe. I know who I am and what I believe and you hate that. You hate me. But you don’t want to let me go because I make sense, even though being the immature brat you are, you prefer living life in chaos. But I think even you are realizing you’re getting too old to be acting like a brat but instead of doing something about it, you keep breaking s*** like you always do, because it’s all you know how to do.