Sometimes, I can’t sleep very well at night because I start thinking about too many things. Most of the time, I think about some people in my life, or some people that used to be in my life, and I feel bad for ever having involved them in my life. I feel like I am a terrible person, and that all I do is annoy people, hurt people, piss people off, everything but good. Sometimes it just gets so overwhelming, and I really don’t know how to deal. I just have this weird fear that people only pretend to like me, and one day I’m going to be all alone… Even though it may be irrational, I still feel this way..