I’ve been stalking a girl online for at least 7 months. I found her full name, country, region, town, school, social media and other stuff without even talking to her because she doesn’t gaf about me and actually I don’t even try to start a real conversation with her. I’ve also created an Instagram account and started following people from her school and city, and her friends, her close friends, without even being able to speak their language, they’re all following me back, and I can see their stories, I can see her and I’m so in love and obsessed I think I can’t stop doing this But please don’t get me wrong I’m actually not that creepy I’m just a random guy, and yes there are other girls interested in me but idgaf about them lol. I’m never letting this girl go I hate her so much and love her at the same time. I hope you had a great time in greece last week, you didn’t post anything about it but I know everything about you my love 🙂 I’ll always be watching
Many mornings i sit on my front porch with coffee and a cigarette as a relaxing way to watch the world wake up. This morning i was doing so with the residual taste of the male runner i orally please (usually weekly but sometimes more frequently) still clinging in my throat. An older couple was on ther morning walk today, i see them occasionally. She was the usual casual wave and good morning but he did not even glance my direction. She called him out on it and told him to at least say good morning, and they were on their way again. As they walked away he turned and looked back at me with an uncertain ezpression on hia face I hope she did not give him grief later, because i know why he was acting awkwardly. About six weeks ago he made his first visit to my back yard shed to take his own pleasure in my mouth. It was actually emotional for him because he had not gotten any relief in a very long time. I told him he was welcome any time. But like many older married men he was truly suffering the guilt and shame of taking his pleasure in a man’s mouth and for being unfaithful to his wife. But naturally after getting the incredible pleasure i gave him as i reverently worshipped his hard hungry male flesh…he told me during and after that he had no idea such pleasure existed…his guilt and remorse and shame got to him and after a couole of weeks i assumed he would never return. But sure enough, i eventually saw him on a morning solo walk and he came up to me unable to even speak or ask, and i simply had him follow me to my back yard shed and without speaking i gave him what he needed again. And of course afterwards despite his enjoyment in the moment, he was in tears again and said he could never do this again. But a week later, he was back for more. Then again a few days after that This is where we are at as i saw him on his walk with his wife this morning. I have sincere empathy for his inner crisis, and he kmows if he comes back for more he will get it time and again. I know it sounds arrogant but i know eventually he will come back again and again. Not because i am conceited but because i simply know men and the type of man that seeks what i give them on my knees. He will come back because they all do eventually this is simply how some men get what they need and i enjoy giving it to them for a host of reasons…..from the diary of a closet neighborhood cocksucker
Even though I’m the one thats always messed things up between us.. I really miss you being my bestfriend. But ever since you got a girlfriend, It’s like I’m not even here anymore.. YOU messed it up this time.. But, I still feel a little guilty like...
i miss him so much ! we broke up a while ago .. and we still did not talk after he is killing me how he does not care about us anymore, and i promised myself not to contact him… but its the pain and the disappointment i feel...
Hey guys, I would pretty much like to talk about something that we’ve been hearing about for centuries. Personally before it actually happened to me, I hadn’t really understood the feeling you get when you’re a victim of racism. I mean, we all know it’s bad and stuff and...
I got a nosejob and embarrased to tell people about it. but telling people does help. I dont know what else to say. its very complicated.
I want to have a t********
I’ve been feeling this way for about 2~3 months. Every time I see a girl I think “wow she’s beautiful”… like I’ll be sitting with my friends and a girl will pass by and my friends will be like “mehh, she’s ugly” or “I give her a 3/10″… but me...
I love you.
I think I am a w**** because I want to give my virginity to my boyfriend. I am 16 and I am waiting until marriage, and so is he, but I want to make love to him, and he wants to give his innocence to me as well. He said...
My boyfriend fingered me.
WHAT THE F*** IS WRONG WITH YOU FRIEND? I DON’T WANT YOU INTERFERING IN MY LIFE ANYMORE! I DON’T WANT YOU TELLING ME WHAT TO DO WHEN IT COMES TO MY CAREER LIFE! I AM FREE TO DO WHAT I WANT WITH MY LIFE AND STOP TELLING ME THAT I’M...
Why? Mom, can’t you see I’m tired? Can’t you see I’m trying my best? Why can’t you see I’m doing the best I can, yet you still ask for more? I can’t handle anymore stress. I’m too tired to listen to your complaints to my best effort. I want to...
I love my best guy friend, I want to tell him that I love him, but I’m too scared of being hurt.
I need to go back to not giving a flying f*** about what people think. Hard to impress people are so out of my league!
why is it that people always end up talking and asking me why I don’t go and work in my dad’s business? I hate this statement, it being said over and over and especially that I don’t like working with my dad and people keep repeating it! it’s so irritating!
I am afraid of myself getting mad, and of reacting. Perhaps I will do that more often from now on! I’m sick of holding things inside of me.
I miss her… So much.. It was all my fault. Us ending, me listening to people. I’m jst so scared I dnt knw why, I’m scared all the time. I’m sorry. Now I lost you forever. I jst feel dead. If I jump promise me you’ll be fine. I love...
Playing medieval 2 total war and pretending that it’s game of thrones. Winter is coming.
OK, so I just can’t find any “ANGER” option in the Category section, but this is more on anger. My dad is just too DISCRIMINATING! I mean, he said that yelling like crazy for your celebrity crush on TV makes you look like a cheap girl from a...
how does one stop being the oh so sensitive guy that he is?
I STILL LOVE YOU A******.
I don’t care if a single person reads this. But here goes. So I’m feeling extremely guilty. I literally just want to sit in my home and sulk forever about it, but that’s not going to happen. So I googled some things like I always do which led me to...
I have this gift to make people feel better about themselves. I think it’s from being in a power group therapy and attending to my own and other people’s feelings.
I wish real life were always like in the group therapy and that I was always surrounded by people...
WAAAAAAHHH!!! I still haven’t felt summer, then here it goes, school is just in a few days. I felt so frustrated because there are some things I wasn’t able to do this summer!
Today was sooo embarrassing I just wanna breach down and cry..again..so anyway we where at school and had this thing called “kite day” I did the writing part even though we where supposed to do it together after we wrote it on a big sheet of paper we had to...
when I was much younger, during my years in college, I met up with my Dad for dinner with my grandparents. He was telling me a story of someone he knew and their child, who was attending a more prestigious college than myself, and far out of town. I was...
I blew up on this man today. He wanted me to leave my work as a street guitarist tomorrow and go play for an hour at a birthday party. I said no, and he didn’t get it and wanted to know why I said no. And he started to tell...
CallumVincent-Squibb > So what have you exactly done with a boy? What’s the most you’ve done and what’s been done to you?;)xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx SophieJones> I told you!=D xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx CallumVincent-Squibb > And what’s your pm about?xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx SophieJones> Long story/:) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx CallumVincent-Squibb > You haven’t!=D you didn’t tell me...
Callum Vincent-Squibb > Yeah exactly why do you think I was talking about 69 and asking if you fancied doing it?ddx Sophie Jones> I dunno: Callum Vincent-Squibb > Well you do nowd Sophie Jones> :p Callum Vincent-Squibb > SorryX_X I shouldn’t be talking about thisD feel...
My name is Callum Vincent-Squibb and I am a total DIRTBAG. My mate’s gf started flirting with me because she got bored of him. She then dumped him for me. I was a little concerned but she wasn’t in the least. We tried to keep it a secret but we...
simply is dead
c’est pas facile
I have many guilt but one that continues to haunt me is the guilt of me stealing money from dad’s wallet. Okay, well i really needed money for some things so i took money from his wallet, i paid him back though because i still couldn’t live with the guilt...
the only place i can think of to begin is with this, i act like an outcast at my school. though i really am not my personality has led people to the point where they don’t really care about me, i am just there. it eats me up inside, everyday...
I’ve tried so hard, so hard…just to try to get a higher than average grade…But no matter how much I revise, how seriously I pay attention to lessons, it just doesn’t work. I still get worse grades than that of those who do not study or revise! And I can...
I am preparing to leave my wife. I am moving my things into storage, putting away money every paycheck into a separate account, and once I have my life straightened out I will walk away from this loveless marriage.
i think i hate my dad… I have been stuck in this dilemma for about 8 years now! he’s a quitter. he taught me everything i know and then he decided to quit on living. he told me flatly that he does not wish to live but would not take...
where is the best public place to have s**? without being interupted or being caught…
you’re the best thing that ever happened to me, iv never loved anyone that much before, and it scares me, but i dont get you anymore, sometimes u show me that u still care and that u do love me like before, but sometimes its just like u cant stand...
sometimes I overthink matters more than I should!
and well now I think it is important to do what is necessary rather than complicate all things. amen.
Girl I wanna f*** you right now, been a long time I’ve been missing your body.
