I’ve been stalking a girl online for at least 7 months. I found her full name, country, region, town, school, social media and other stuff without even talking to her because she doesn’t gaf about me and actually I don’t even try to start a real conversation with her. I’ve also created an Instagram account and started following people from her school and city, and her friends, her close friends, without even being able to speak their language, they’re all following me back, and I can see their stories, I can see her and I’m so in love and obsessed I think I can’t stop doing this But please don’t get me wrong I’m actually not that creepy I’m just a random guy, and yes there are other girls interested in me but idgaf about them lol. I’m never letting this girl go I hate her so much and love her at the same time. I hope you had a great time in greece last week, you didn’t post anything about it but I know everything about you my love 🙂 I’ll always be watching
Many mornings i sit on my front porch with coffee and a cigarette as a relaxing way to watch the world wake up. This morning i was doing so with the residual taste of the male runner i orally please (usually weekly but sometimes more frequently) still clinging in my throat. An older couple was on ther morning walk today, i see them occasionally. She was the usual casual wave and good morning but he did not even glance my direction. She called him out on it and told him to at least say good morning, and they were on their way again. As they walked away he turned and looked back at me with an uncertain ezpression on hia face I hope she did not give him grief later, because i know why he was acting awkwardly. About six weeks ago he made his first visit to my back yard shed to take his own pleasure in my mouth. It was actually emotional for him because he had not gotten any relief in a very long time. I told him he was welcome any time. But like many older married men he was truly suffering the guilt and shame of taking his pleasure in a man’s mouth and for being unfaithful to his wife. But naturally after getting the incredible pleasure i gave him as i reverently worshipped his hard hungry male flesh…he told me during and after that he had no idea such pleasure existed…his guilt and remorse and shame got to him and after a couole of weeks i assumed he would never return. But sure enough, i eventually saw him on a morning solo walk and he came up to me unable to even speak or ask, and i simply had him follow me to my back yard shed and without speaking i gave him what he needed again. And of course afterwards despite his enjoyment in the moment, he was in tears again and said he could never do this again. But a week later, he was back for more. Then again a few days after that This is where we are at as i saw him on his walk with his wife this morning. I have sincere empathy for his inner crisis, and he kmows if he comes back for more he will get it time and again. I know it sounds arrogant but i know eventually he will come back again and again. Not because i am conceited but because i simply know men and the type of man that seeks what i give them on my knees. He will come back because they all do eventually this is simply how some men get what they need and i enjoy giving it to them for a host of reasons…..from the diary of a closet neighborhood cocksucker
i am a forever alone!!!
Today as I was driving in to work I ate a banana. As a car or cars approached going in the opposite direction I would wrap my lips around the banana like it was a c*** and let the other drivers see me sucking it like a c***. VERY exciting….
I’ve been having nightmares about you for the past week. I wake up with my face covered in tears. Through these nightmares, I saw you with her and realized that well.. I’m not over you. In fact I think I’ve really fallen in love with you. I keep picturing her...
I’m gay and i masturbated today to p***. I also said iv been writing my english essay but I haven’t. I’v been goofing off and playing WOW. What I’ve been doing for the past week.
I am ashamed of the person I have become ever since I left my old school… I’m not the person I used to… I was once a virgin in pretty much everything until I started to hang out with the wrong people in the wrong places… Now I live with...
i just lost my best friend, the only friend i had over some shity devil thank you
I’ve learned my lesson the hard way. I will miss her.
i know this truth is not easy to believe in .. but it is.. i made the most horrible mistake help me!!!
i did something really terrible. i lied to my sister that someone is in love with her. not just from now but from last 6 years.. i was...
an old anecdote …I waited for my friend in the car for her to go to the bank and get some papers done…I waited…for half an hour…3/4 of an hour and then got out of the car…she’s late!! I wondered what the hell happened. It was 9 in the morning…I...
hello so this is my story i am 22yrs old male and i live at home (for now) i was molested by my bro and sister… (not at the same time) with my brother it was from 7 to 14 and with my sister it was 5 or 6 to...
i’m not straight
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I am a 23 year old black guy from south africa. I come from a poor family. They struggled to get me through university and i failed. They think i am done and they are expecting me to be working right now. I need money so i can finish my...
Okay when I was 10 all I wanted to hear and know about was s**. So, my cousin, also 10, was sleeping beside me and had her b*** sticking out of her blankets and I couldn’t resist the temptation so I grabbed and rubbed it. She was a HEAVY...
I had a dream of a previous best friend at my house. She was there and we spoke and hung out like we were still friends. And then at the end of the dream I was telling her about my achievements and she says ‘really? are really happy? cause you...
I’m a 17 year old boy I’m Bisexual…nobody knows I’m Bi-polar…nobody knows I used to self harm…no one will ever know I’m a virgin…nobody knows that either I like to think I’m good looking…I’m quite muscular with a cute-ish face When people piss me...
Was busking (playing music on the street), a guy came and started asking a series of questions as where i’m from, family name, do i have a job other than this… All in 5 seconds! and then he says ‘why do u seem mad? Relax man! Do u get mad...
Dear God, Are you up there? I’m writing to ask you a few questions, even though I never believed in you. I’d like to know why I’m always the one who gets her heart broken. Ever since what happened when I was little, the same scenario has been repeating...
i really want him to do the right thing
I feel a lot of things right now. For one, I’m disappointed in myself (I think). I’m in college and rooming with my best friend. His name is Josh. I’ve known him for 11 years and we’ve always gotten along really well (yes, I’m male). Anyway, I made a mistake...
I have been stalking my crush (also good friend) online and his girlfriend (now ex too). It started with facebook. I checked his profile everyday and when he got a girlfriend I checked her too. We had mutual friends so I could see her wall and her profile photos. Soon...
it seems with my experiences I always look up to my dad and what he would have done. I forget that he’s not perfect, that he also makes mistakes and gets mad because he is a vulnerable human like any other. I’m glad I see this clearly now, I want...
Last night I started the Ferber method of controlled crying with my 8 month old son. I have practiced gentle, attachment parenting until now and it has worked well in all areas apart from sleep. I am a solo mum and have not slept for more than a couple of...
It’s a blessing and a curse to be able to feel what others are going through and mistake them as your own. And that people is the way of the empath!
When you listen to others’ issues and become more and more concerned about them than they are about...
so it started about five months ago. i would come home to my girlfriend really tired on the tv. one thing would lead to the other and eventually i’d try to see if she and i could have s** that night but every single time i asked, for the next...
My dad molested me when I was 7. He doesnt dare to look at me eversince. I was raped when I was 14. And molested again when I was 17. I grew up to hate myself, everything about me, my eyes, my lips, my thights, my hair, my...
My girlfriend doesn’t understand me anymore. I lost all my friends. I spend all my days alone at home watching tv in my underwear, or chatting with her. I’m lonely, and I want to die. I have no life anymore.. I’m just physically alive.
am a love failr, She cheat me, Nw she had a lover, Wht i want to do?
girls, what is your opinion on a 21 year old guy, who has never had a girlfriend?
My dad had s** with two gypsys, one of them was a little girl and she had his baby…plenty of stuff happened that pointed out to me that it was his baby but nobody listens to me when I tell anybody. Is there something going on that I don’t know...
I hate my body, my legs, my thighs, my b****, my stomach, my hips, my b***, my hands, my arms, my eyes, my nose, my lips. I hate myself. I feel so ugly and fat. I try to eat little amounts of food. I am getting addicted to exercising, but...
je me suis encore disputee avec ma meilleur amie , j’ arrive plus a me retenir de sortir tout ce que j’ai a dire et a chaque fois je sens qu’elle s’eloigne de plus en plus mais elle ne comprend pas non plu que je sen qu’elle me neglige et...
Dear self
get a f****** grip on yourself. No wonder people walk all over you and do the things they do!!
Mature and get yourself together! it’s about time 🙂
blessed regards
your higher self
we are on completely different platforms. you and I have nothing in common, not to mention your way of thinking is different from the way that I think. I ignored you for a while attempting to isolate us from each other and you ended up wanting to change me even...
I want to be a Marine. Yes, I’m a girl. Yes, I’m not the strongest of them all, but I’m only fourteen right now.
I want to protect this country. I want to protect the innocent and the weak. I want to protect the ones who spent most...
I’ve cut myself twice. I think I have EDNOS. I think I have Borderline Personality Disorder. Life is s*****. I’m fat. I’m not attractive at all. I have like 5-10 friends.
I just want to be good at soccer, party and smoke some weed.
I got high one time with some friends early in the morning, one time. Then, my mom came and picked me up and hour later.. She didn’t even notice I was high.
I then, went to a baseball game with my sisters.
They’ll never even know that was...
