38 f divorced. The waiter that I went home with last night. He asked me if I was ready for a ponding. I said yes Grand Ma needs a ponding.
In truth bored_april you been nothing but a disappointment in my life. What a waste of a human being
after the breakup of my first long term relationship (on christmas eve in a city where the only person i knew was her) i realised how many amazing friends and family members i have and how many people their are around me that really care for me and love me....
All i want is a kig a hug n lots of love i could do anything for that
It was 2007 when I first met him and although he made it clear that I won’t ever be good enough for him, a part of me never let go. I didn’t want to, I suppose. I hate his fucked up attitude, I hate his feeling-less words for me, I...
I no longer have any feelings… Of any kind…life is nothing and I am oblivion
I came to the realization today that i’m going to die alone, and I realized that I was happier knowing what it was that was bothering me than I am to know that no one on the planet will care.
everyone around me is so excited to be tapping into the secrets of the universe. but i’m mostly anxious and depressed. i don’t think i’ll ever bring my gifts forward, and I don’t know how to believe in myself. My only choices seem like dull depression or searing and unending...
I am a compulsive liar, and do not know which memories from my past are the truth and which of them are lies.
it’s true bottoms are wired like women, I’m a very sensitive effeminate man.
I may be bisexual
I’m gay
on second thought, it would save me a lot of heart ache and drama, if I switched over to men. I get to do something I enjoy, i’ll smell like s*** but oh well. I already smell like s*** anyways. thing is I only know one hot gay guy but...
I should probably go gay, since women aren’t into sissification but honestly I don’t like men all that much, and I’m trying to give up a*** cause it makes me smell like s***. only option I can see is finding a bisexual woman that is understanding of my need for...
I’m terrible in bed and have a small c*** (5″5) and thin but I’m also the kinkiest m*********** you will ever know(not sure that’s a good thing) I like to think it is.
I just wish it would rain already. We haven’t had rain in about a month and a half. I f****** miss the rain, I just want to run outside and play, dance and sing in the rain. Listen to Bruno Mars and just sit and stare not having to worry...
I get angry over the littlest things, sometimes I feel like I cant control it. I think I’m bipolar also, with a little depression. I cut myself sometimes when people are mean to me. I feel worthless like I should die but, then I don’t want to be selfish and...
I don’t love my boyfriend.
my worker is trying to hook me up with a mentally ill woman. If I can handle a normal woman, what makes you think I can handle a mentally ill one?
I don’t know if I actually love you anymore… I don’t even know what we have is real. I want to tell you I don’t love you anymore. I don’t know how to love anymore. I’m struggling to love myself. I want you to feel pain, and accept it so...
I want to erase my memories with you, because I want to forget about you. I don’t want to do this army thing anymore. I never felt like you were emotionally there for me. What’s the point now…I’m planning to walk away, and never come back. I don’t want to...
I use my d*** with caution, women I do not like get angry I’m not f****** them. then when I do f*** someone I like they get angry at me because I’m f****** them(using them for s**) I just cannot win. women cant live with them, cannot live without them,...
is ir just me or are white girls harder to get, not all of them but some of them. maybe they are more intelligent them other girls or maybe they prunish.
after works the numbers and seeing I cannot be debt free within a year, I thought to myself what the hell, might as well enjoy the cash, so I spent over 1000. if I’m going to be in debt, I’m going to enjoy it. I don’t care about the payments....
theres this guy i’ve had the biggest crush on for a really long time. pretty soon we’ll both be going off to college and then i’m afraid i’ll never see him again. i’m too scared to tell him that i like him, but i really want to because he’s pretty...
So what the f*** does mentoring Native Children have to with being “obsessed with the deceased” ???
Eus inspired me to become friends with the person who brought up here to teach these kids.
Nothing to Judy B**** ever says, will ever take that away!
The Dead Can’t Say what can no longer be said.
She’s dead. So Shut the F*** about it.
So glad Laur’s dead.
These days I’ve been angry at many things. Everything can rub me the wrong way, no matter how small it is and no matter how much time was it since something angering happened. It’s also been really frustrating. I’m trying to cope with depersonalization episodes as well. (I have had...
At work once I heard a young black woman who was pregnant talking to her friend. She already had one child tagging along with her, and she joked that she was going to give birth to ‘another welfare check’. That was at least 10 years ago, and it just keeps...
We live in a society of pure excess. Even the ‘poor’ among us have luxuries. Those who are struggling to get by still manage to have a tv and computer and a place to live. I’m guilty of it. We live paycheck to paycheck but I still have my computer...
Ok this happened today. I was in school and we had PE class. I need to say that we are in the ninth grade. We were in the girls changing room and a friend of mine got another friend a little bottle of Jack for New year, but she didn’t...
THIS IS AS REAL AS REALITY: This is the first time I am confessing coz I feel, I got no alternative to ease my heart pain… I fell in love in class 10th and in a 3 year old relationship now… things have changed alot.. I love my girl as...
I like to wea pantyhose in public with either a dress or a skirt has anyone seen or heard of such a fetish.
Natasha.
You are such a devil.. tempting, and yet always out of my reach.
Why, oh why are you desirable to me? Yet..I cannot have you.
I really wish you are happy with your boyfriend, M.K.
I’ve decided to wait and see what happens between now and February 20th. And if i can’t change anything for the better i’m going to kill myself via gunshot to the head. I will choose a location where no one is likely to find me for a long time.
Why is it so hard n painful to forget everything n move on?….i cant do it,i dont want to,i want him back just like before
Today I pleased myself s*******. I know it is a sin. Could have avoided it. but that moment I lost control. God forgive me for the sin.
i got my gf, her sister, and her best friend pregnant in the last month. im so fucked im only 17
I just invited a guy I met online to come over for a random s** hookup for the first time ever. Im so nervous and excited at the same time.
I am 16, and tonight while I was giving my bf a b****** he asked me to swallow. I had never done that before for any guy but I didnt want to disappoint him so I did it. Now I feel dirty and disgusting, but he really enjoyed it and...
I was watching this show where he catches prositutes and john’s. I realized then most of the women aren’t even hot. it s an act of desperation to hire an ugly woman to f***. I bet they work the streets cause they aren’t pretty enough to work in a s*********.
some think it’s cool to have a gf and a g****** the side. I’d rather have a gf and bf then we can all play dress up together.