When I was young I have always been beaten by my father, for stupid reasons, as a result I now have back problems of when he kicked me with a steel boot and caused three disk hernias.

Today I realized, when I tried to dress nicely for something, just how much weight I’ve gained, and how fat and ugly I am. I feel like a teenager again, unable to stand being in my own skin, wanting to claw my way out of my disgusting body, hating...

keep calm and carry garlic

Do I have OID? (Over-active imagination disorder). ADVICE AND HELP PLEASE?

So much fake crap on here that minimizes the real confessions, I don’t know why I keep coming back. Sigh….

B********* s** and human characteristic s** transfer is possible like the disorder was named after the Renfield character in Bram Stoker’s Dracula- Renfield’s Syndrome is an actual psychiatric disorder in which the patient feels a compulsion to consume blood. . This character was a mental patient who consumed flies and...

does self harm and cutting lead to this?

Renfield’s Syndrome patients typically follow three stages of the disorder:

*The first stage consists of the the patient cutting himself and drinking his own blood. This stage is called autovampirism or autohemophagia.

*The second stage is the zoophagia stage, in which...

Folie à deux (/fɒˈli ə ˈduː/; French pronunciation: ​[fɔli a dø]; French for “a madness shared by two”), or shared psychosis, is a psychiatric syndrome in which symptoms of a delusional belief are transmitted from one individual to another.[1] The same syndrome shared by more than two people may be...

Why in the f*** would you let a guy c** inside you if you don’t want to get pregnant and you’re not using any other birth control??

I need to talk to someone about what I did to my mother last weekend. I should not have done it but I could not help myself. What happened is that my parents went to a social last weekend and both drank too much. When they returned home very late...

I used to be in a long distance relationship, but I broke up with him. When i was in the relationship I would talk to other guys and stuff . But I wouldn’t kiss them or have s** with them

I’ve made out with my cousin, and I almost lost my virginity to him.

I have a crush on one of my cousins

I come here to state my beliefs because I’m too wimpy to talk about them face to face with anyone.

karen and stephanie were attacking me over a man again… they always think every man wants them and i should have no one.

i hope stepahnie dies. I hate that child. I hate all my brothers dirty children.

my sister inlaw karen is a common w**** !!!!!!!!!!! and has bred common w**** children. I hope she dies.

I’m married, and I visited an e***** yesterday. I feel kind of bad about it, but it also makes me smile when I think about it. I’m completely sure I’m going to do it again.

Am in a long distance relationship its been nearly four months and it s**** already my boyfriend has got a s***** job cos of which we can hardly talk he works on night shifts and in the morning am at school so we cannot even chat:-(i miss him so bad...

I am very depressed because i had been betrayed by a beasty person pls help me lord and safeguard me from that devil………

My best friend keeps on bad-mouthing gay people in general and keep on mentioning how disgusting gay men are and how they’re a disgrace in this universe. One time he said if he knew someone gay he would plot to kill him, I don’t know if he was joking. The...

amd now i am havijgn a panic ATTACK hah help mE

I’m an animal lover. I’ve donated to charities and humane societies, I’ve taken in strays, etc.

But for the most part, I can’t stand dogs and their owners. Not all, but so many of them, get on my last nerve.

Dogs roamed into my yard, out in the country,...

i think it’s okay to harm myself–but when other people harm themselves it’s horrible. i have no idea how selfish that is or what’s right and what’s wrong. i harmed myself two minutes ago. i harm myself in places people will never see unless i’m naked. on my thigh under...

I always thought of having a group of guys fall in love with me, all with very different personalities and builds but they have one thing in common they like to be dominated. I would make up their characters like a book (some based on real people) and imagine having...

My grandmother past away late last year. We had been out of touch for years, for various reasons, and for me the relationship had been over for years.
The same morning as my grandmother’s funeral was held, my dog passed away unexpectedly. At the funeral I cried my eyes...

I hate myself for lying so much. All the time. And I can’t stop.

Had a long term extramarital affair. Loved him very much. Still do. Having trouble letting go. My life is ruined but he got to return to his without anyone knowing. Everyone still thinks he’s a standup pillar of his community. I want to tell his wife, SO BAD!! I know...

Your is s** boring. Yes, I think you’re beautiful. Yes, you have pretty brown eyes and I’ve always liked your smile. Your 32G breasts are legendary. They have very little sag because you’ve taken fantastic care of them. Your waist is small, your stomach still mostly flat, and your hips/b***...

I know we are looking at our senpai’s videos so we can beat them but it makes me less motivated and more depressed everything I see how high their level is…

no matter how much I improve there is still going to be a limitation I can’t break through…

my niece came round the house the other week she is 11.we had all had a few drinks and i neede a piss so i went in the garden took my p**** out and then i could see my neice watching it turned me on that she had seen my...

i am straight but some years ago i went to a horse racing meeting.i got drunk then we all went back tothis bar where thi bloke befriended me i confessed to him that i would like to s*** another mans c*** he said that he was gay, so we went...

I killed again.

I went to a family wedding and had a few drinks then went into the garden and my mother inlaw sucked me off

I really, really, really like one of my best friends.
Like, to the point where it could be called an obsession.
The only thing is: I know he doesn’t like anyone, his one true love is pretty much LoL and school.

But my friends and brother thinks that...

I don’t know if it’s the right category to put this in, but I feel like I’m actually supposed to be a guy sometimes. Not in the sense that I’m attracted to girls, but more like I just don’t think I make a very “good” girl. I break pretty much...

When I was about 7 or 8 years old, I was molested by my older brother (4 years older than me.) I have forgotten about it for the past 20 years. I don’t recall the circumstances that sparked my memory, however I do recall the incident very clearly, now.

It...

I think I’m depressed… but I don’t want to seek medical treatment because I’m scared I will be labeled crazy by my family. But now I’m starting to become emotionally and physically distant from them. I hate how it seems like they don’t even care about me as well.

I play my music loud so no one can hear me cry out loud and sobbed all night long.