Hopefully just a few more weeks til the pain ends.

Tomorrow is my birthday and for the 25th year in a row, it has already been ruined. I don’t even care about it anymore and I don’t want to celebrate my birthday again until I know I am safe from these people.

Years ago, I met someone that I thought I could trust as a friend. This person ended up trying to ruin my life and she ended up using my married cousin on my father’s side, along with anyone else that she could get to side with her, to help her....

I think I’m in love with you and your green eyes.

I never accomplish anything. Every night I feel like a loser. I don’t want to even try anymore.

these last few months are truly the unhappiest I have ever been in my 30+ yrs on this earth. I honestly dont see a light at the end of the tunnel anymore. nothing is making me feel good anymore or even content.

cant recall the last time I actually went to bed happy, fufilled, satisfied, looking forward to the next day.Its all the same misery.

Cheating is soo wrong , I don’t blame you for being scared . I don’t think I could tolerate a cheater . It’s painful not to know , my heart ❤️ goes out to you ,

Be strong hun !!!

You hurt me Natasha. I’m still not over it and it’s been 13 months.

‘What’s the most important thing to you?’ Without hesitation, I would say, ‘FRIENDS.’ ” – This is one of the lines I found from a collection of Friendship Stickers written in Japanese. My heart hurts...

“Everyone hates Natasha. I think she hates herself. Look into her eyes and you will see pure evil. Then you will clutch your heart and die. I will see you in hell Natasha.”

Natasha stop writing about yourself.

Natasha ruined my New Year’s Day 2022.

She told me that she was friend dumping me after 25 years of friendship.

25 years ago, Natasha was dying of leukemia and I wrote a letter to her that made her cry.

Had I known that she would do this to me,...

its clearly not enough anymore.

you hurt me so much, rl.

f*** the usa. we want to go to war with china. we want more money for war, because war makes more money!! we need to sell those armaments for damn! we ain’t interested in fixing our cities or towns or transport and amenities which are all falling apart. just die,...

” ‘What’s the most important thing to you?’ Without hesitation, I would say, ‘FRIENDS.’ ” – This is one of the lines I found from a collection of Friendship Stickers written in Japanese. My heart hurts a little each time I have some of these flashbacks since childhood. Friends were...

We’ve been friends since we were 16 years old. That’s more than 20 years now. We’ve had good and bad times, and over long distances we still remain friends. But for a while now I’ve found myself no longer able to tell you anything about myself. I feel belittled each...

i’m no longer as brave and no longer the “just do it” young person i was years ago. i wish i never travelled the world to see you. you didn’t even have the guts to see me. you pushed your sister out to meet me. you were a waste of...

i can’t even remember what it’s like before depression.

Biden was going to fix the train tracks. But he waited to late. I blame him for the derailment in Ohio.

Gary…answer my please…J

I still can’t forgive Natasha for friend dumping me after 25 years as friends. She was such a c*** to me. I don’t care if her leukemia returns.

i wish i wasn’t real i wish i was dead and i know this is so self pitying but i’m still so young and i just..don’t know anything which i have time but i don’t want to be alive.i look in the mirror and all i see is nothing at...

February 4th 2023- 5:24 am

I don’t really know what this is, I don’t know what I want it to be. I’ve had an epiphany, I’m tired. Tired of pretending to be fine, tired of disrespecting my family who expect so much from me (as they should), tired of trying...

I couldn’t live with my parents again. I’d turn into someone I don’t like.

I hate being left out. How are you all so f****** fake? KYS

If for whatever reason I’m hurting inside, I watch anime or asian dramas to forget about s***.

Can’t relate with this woman whose friend Natasha dropped her. I also had a friendship breakup a year ago. My friend hurt me like a m***********, made me mad, but I still love her. I forgive her even though that s*** still hurts.

I am realizing that I’m someone who will never be loved and that s*** hurts

Covid changed Natasha. She was nicer before covid. Still b**** at times but nicer.

Natasha destroyed my heart by ending our friendship of 25 years.

can’t believe that once tried to save Natasha’s life. I would not have gotten my blood tested to save her life today.

I can’t believe that once tried to save Natasha’s life. I would have gotten my blood tested to save her life today.

Nastasha is a crow. She will gouge your eyes out. Then she will s*** on your windshield for good measure. I hate your f****** guts Natasha.

Natasha is a Russian spy. She is currently flying a Chinese weather balloon over the USA. If you shoot it down it will release a virus that will kill us all. Hold your fire.

I though the reason I felt lonely was because I lived in a small city with no “worthy” partners, now I in a big city and feeling even more lonely.

F*** you Natasha. I would never gave gotten my blood tested for you.

Natasha doesn’t give a f*** about me. If she gets cancer, I won’t give a f*** about her.

Natasha is the reason I don’t believe in Friendship.

Natasha. If you had a problem with me, you should have spoken over the phone. WhatsApp and FB Messenger are very POOR ways to communicate.

If you can’t talk in real time, then you don’t know how to be a friend.

You know what you said and did Natasha. You betrayed me. You threw our friendship of 25 years down the drain. All because I didn’t want to meet up with you because my mother was in the hospital with pancreatic cancer.

Where’s your f***** compassion Natasha?

“I no longer remember...