My life has been a painful waste. I want to just drop off the face of the earth I’m so unhappy.
I neglected to share my faith recently I overreacted I was prideful selfish unloving unmerciful irresponsible ungrateful ungodly anxious afraid worried paranoid self righteous defensive argumentative hypocritical impersonal insensitive I was anxious afraid worried paranoid I complained I hardened my heart against God’s purpose for my life I used profanity I was faithless disrespectful immature unprofessional I had resentment worldly sorrow and I had a martyr like attitude and I was flirtatious and lustful
Saw a girl in a public bathroom yesterday. Tan suit, yellow low-top Converse, dirty blonde hair. She was pretty, hot, gorgeous—literally my perfect girl 😭. I wanted to say hi so bad, but I’m way too shy for that, so I just stood there and said nothing. Now I can’t stop thinking about her and wondering what would’ve happened if I’d actually talked to her. 💛✨
