Almost every week for the past few months I can’t help but think about how my family wouldn’t care if I were to kill myself. Specifically my Grandma and my Dad. My grandma told me to kill myself while I was having a breakdown in the bathroom. A few months...

I realized tonight that the girls pretending to be my friends were being predators. That’s why giving my body to them didn’t feel right, and why I’m still glad to this day that I hadn’t. That was a really bad situation and I let it hurt me for way too...

Nofap november 12 days in. My urges are through the roof and my will power grows weaker by each passing day. Its times like these that its important to remember why you started in the first place.

I had a weird thought the other day. I thought it would be...

I feel so lonely. I have a lot of friends but I always feel the need to mentally distance myself from them due to past trauma from my family.

It hurts because I want nothing more than to be shown affection, and yet I’m too terrified to allow anyone...

i studied in boarding school since 13. so, it can be said that i love y friends more than my families. but these days, idk why i felt so lonely. it’s like, people are leaving me one by one. i don’t feel appreciated anymore. & worse they seek me only...

In many years they may forget
This love of ours or that we met
They may not know how much you meant to me.

really angry I have no sound on your platform and its like my talking diary is my only friend during hard times. I pay for this membership and now no sounds. checking to see if its been hacked. I am already in the red in bank account for the some...

Feel like cutting my vein right now.

I had a plan to take my life at the age of 18 and i didnt do it…..and i dont know what the f*** to do now, im in a lot of pain and nobody knows anything

You know, I feel like Charlie Gordon in Flowers of Algernon Siren. When my illnesses are all treated and in remission like this, it’s like I get to see what my life would
be like if I wasn’t born defective. I get to see myself for what I am....

I am sorry for drinking last nignt and for cursing and being mean today Lord. I almost looked at pkr but you stopped me. I feel so broken down today. I am in debt and it seems like i will always be poor. Please help me God. Please heal my...

I’m sorry to the guy who came into my life at a weird and hard time. You were absolutely amazing and a phenomenal friend. I should’ve never let it continue on as long as it did. I’m positive you were my soulmate and I let you get away. I hope...

Wish I had the guts to kill myself.

trying to break the cycle but its a losing battle.

I’m in a committed relationship but we don’t have s**. I’ll be honest it really s**** and I can’t stop thinking about being dommed by a hot m*** or me domming a younger man. Not sure how much longer I can last in the relationship…

Insomnia again. Cue the suicidal thoughts.

tik tok and reels made ppl feel like we care to try every nasty thing they eat.

Like mother like daughter. F****** b****.

A whole day with no text from you or seeing your handsome face. I keep hoping something will change for you and you’ll come to me. All I want is to love you. I want to spend my life making you happy. You’re my person. I’m sorry I’m not yours....

I don’t know if I just ruined one of my friendships with someone I’ve known for a while. I’m so upset.

Wish I had the guts to kill myself.

there really are some b**** b****** men who should die and they just spread mental illness and disorder and cruel young peoples lives. so you are crippled with shame and set up to be criminalised to keep the joker in a job and justify their weak so called theories and...

Just lying in bed all day wondering how to harm myself & end it all.

I havent talked to you all day . hope you are ok .

My ex husband is dying. I don’t regret the divorce. I was suffocating. But I do feel bad about the pain we caused each other and our child. And now that he is dying, the pain his loss will cause our child weighs on me.

Yeah ill just leave you alone, sorry. I should really learn when to stop talking. I’ve got a lot to learn And unlearn. May my actions speak louder than my words. I haven’t felt like this since I was a teenager. It makes me so happy I keep crying. I...

i spent my whole life with awful people. fakes. people that arent genuine. that dont care for me or love me. to the people that have something real with others, youre very lucky. ill never have that.

Ive got a big c*** but im still a virgin. Just dont know how to approach women without seeming weird. Maybe it’s for the best.

I would’ve given anything to be yours. 🥺

I keep telling myself that feeling guilt for a mistake I made means I’m not a horrible person. That I really wish I hadn’t, that I wish I realized what I was doing instead of just shielding myself due to past trauma.
I keep telling myself should I have...

to the person who thinks whites are jealous of blacks… ahahahahah yea ok.. I want to live in a s*** hole house with cockroaches everywhere.
I want to have 10 babies out of wedlock and collect a check each month.
I want a used Cadillac and some gold...

I feel so alone. I can’t talk to anyone about it because I feel ashamed to have this problem. My husband doesn’t want to hear about it anymore either, so I can’t even confide in the man who’s been my best friend for over a decade. I never thought anything...

F*** i am so f****** empty…

Just feeling numbed the f*** out.

A pain. I’m straight. I have no psychical attraction towards chicks. But this one girl has blown my mind. I’ve fallen so hard for her and I don’t understand why. And I’m almost positive she’s starting to fall out of love for me. I was already suicidal before but this...

I miss you Hank and I am sorry that I was an insufferable b****. Please forgive me

Why are Christians and other Abrahamic religions into i*****?

okay, i dont have balls to post this on our discord server.

i know over-doing things isnt gonna help anything
but here i am a cuck who keep on apologizing
thinking it would be fixed
i really wish i’ve gone other way
but i am not...

Had a very good week last week. Only a matter of time b4 the suicidal thoughts return.

cutting is the only escape I’ve ever truly felt since the fifth grade. I haven’t been fully clean ever since then.