No one wanted me from day (1) I tried hard to raise myself. I know now how broken
I am especially when I am emotionally disconnected from her. When I look at her she so beautiful and so loving and I am so broken. I hope I can find...

He throws weak punches and puts his hands up (like he’d won and they can’t get off the canvas) while running away from who he assaulted on the street.

ive tried so hard to forge connections with people these past few years. Ive failed miserably and now I feel more alone than ever.

I absolutely hate that f****** avil lavigne bish.

russ. STOP F****** TEXTING ME. if I don’t respond, don’t send an additional text.
I WAS ATTRACTED TO YOUR PERSONALITY.BUT NOW YOU ARE F****** ANNOYING.

sometimes i feel like you’re falling out of love with me and i just wanna know what im doing wrong

going through the motions my goddamn life is so stagnant.

I am going around feeling guilty and sorry for everyone again. This happens to me every few years and I get bullied out into giving everything I have away. I gave away so much now its not funny.

My mother in law is always micromanaging and controlling everything. She’s acting like psycho about Christmas and trying to lock people down for it as long as she can. She’s ignorant AF and selfish. I think she’s a raging narc but I’d do anything for my husband.

To: You really like older, psychotic, businessmen
Me: You find boys your own age immature and you want to be with men who have maturity through ageing and probably know what they want out of life and are well on the way to getting that, if not having it...

I want to be normal. Why do I have to end up with other people. I dont want to be a system. Mom and dad why did you make me this way. You guys gave me trauma. F*** you both. You are both the reason I hate myself, you are...

My whole friendship group knew my boyfriend was with my best friend before me and nobody told me. She knew I liked him at the time but denies it now but I have proof. Then my boyfriend cheats on me. I got I really upset about the whole situation because...

My boyfriend is literally obsessed to the point of weird and creepy about being n***. No s** , just n*** . He’s kinda weird.

When my boyfriend has trouble staying hard it’s related to anxiety/ADHD/depression. I know this and yet I take it personally. If I wasn’t so fat and ugly maybe he could stay hard and finish type of thoughts. But I know he loves me. We have s** probably every day we’re...

my crush sits behind me in spanish class. He has average looks and an amazing personality. I cant tell if he likes me or hes just really nice, but its most likely the second one. I cant bear it. He has a close girl bestfriend, which also s**** because SHES...

next surprise will be you got the r***** to father 20 kids to 20 family members who have been dead for 3000 years.

I am now married to a gay 12 year old secretly and I have to be forced to convent duties and not allowed a baby or...

So many people have given me reasons not to miss them. I honestly need a redo in my life.

Should just kill myself. No one would care anyways if I disappeared.

Confidence was something I lost growing up. Now, I can’t stand wearing dresses without breaking into tears and hating myself. Every time I look in the mirror, the number one thing that comes into my mind is all the flaws and imperfection I have in my body. I gag by...

to the sperm buyer… purchase a gallon of n***** c** and drink it down…. a******.

Tonight my sister and I got in an argument over a stupid plate. She told me about times I hurt her feelings and how she feels like I don’t care about how anyone feels. This broke me and I started to cry, the thought of anyone seeing me cry scares...

i wish something traumatic would happen to me so i could relapse in my eating disorder and have a legitimate reason for starving myself this time

i just want someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay

I hate simone tarot because she is a b****. all she does is bully people on her tarot tard all day long. potato chip eating bullying gurl nananing around on banana dicks showing off and I can see why I stopped even giving her the time of day. an indian...

This has been a long time coming. It was inevitable. My days are numbered; it is my choice. I will be dead in a few weeks by my own hand. It is my choice and my wish.

I worked hard. I went to good schools and got !y MBA....

Feel like cutting my vein again.

What is it about foreign language teachers that make them nosy, annoying pieces of s***?

This world is so large, full of people. I’m learning that there are so many horribly evil people in it. However, there are good people too. It’s unfortunate that the disgust I’m feeling permeates through me, to the point where it consumes me. Trying to remember that there are good...

I had written an article assignment on african tribe women being abused being isolated by their tribe for damaged vaginas from r*** and damaged bladders and I didn’t think I would actually have to live it out with vaginal reconstructive surgery after being raped myself. that was pushing things a...

i dont understand anything goddammit. why are we supposed to study all this? its not even useful, if someone wants a career that requires this stuff let them study it, why drag everyone else into it? my dad will kill me if i get a bad grade, maybe it would...

I knew this muthaphukka named Louie
Every day the n**** talk s*** but today he tried to do me
He rolled down my block with a pistol and a stare
A black khaki suit and dooky brades in his hair
The muthaphukka think I’m slippin
...

Truth is ? Up until the civil rights movements, the white man held down the black man and white woman. It’s a fact , but in the last 60-70 years, black people have had no excuse to educate themselves they have had free college etc , as has the white...

one of my big synchronizity people sucking off me, is this No witness robinson corozo gang stalking chic going on about . I been listening for some time and there are links and energy things draining me. she looks so like kate and rich. but crying poor and poor bugger...

I’m so exhausted. I’m usually the one who is the “therapist” friend in groups and its hurting me. I don’t want to be selfish or bad, but hearing their trauma or troubles hurts me in the process. It’s not because I don’t want to hear them (I’m all ears for...

I broke all my rules of disengagement.

I thought it would be good healing time, but I just feel lonely, depressed, hopeless, and empty. My pain is pretty bad right now, too. Nothing seems to have any meaning and I’m so tired. I hate depression.

The only things stopping me from killing myself are fear of pain & death.

i hate liars but ive come to the conclusion that i am the biggest liar of them all. Ive started to seriously believe my own lies the past few years. Its disturbing. My whole life seems like one big lie at times.

im so lost

I’m in the living room right now Trying to Jerkoff to pics of Jennys Feet and Joshua keeps coming of his room rooting the kitchen