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I feel so lonely. I have a lot of friends but I always feel the need to mentally distance myself from them due to past trauma from my family.

It hurts because I want nothing more than to be shown affection, and yet I’m too terrified to allow anyone to give me any. Every night I hug my pillow because I’m too afraid of hugging an actual person, even though I would love someone to hold me. I’m an adult and have had many ask to be in a relationship, yet I have turned down every single one because of my fear. I feel so alone and no one knows

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