I truly thought I had won when I won him back. Little did I know that when she said to me “have fun with that, he WILL do it again” that she was right. I’m a fool for trusting him over and over when he was on his knees crying...

And why am I crying again. I swear on my best wishes. It fxking hurts though but no ones at fault.

i am struggling so much right now. My brain is in full collapse.

How pathetic that you are so controlled by the W**** that you can’t or won’t even bother to be there for the MOTHER OF YOUR CHILDREN! You make me sick.

I feel righteous because i’m changing so much and doing so much to be a decent person and leave you alone, but at the end of the day i’ve still no idea how to not feel like I want to talk to you.

I thought the Hallisonian was a top? I’m confused

Clark Hallisey used to pay Big D*** Ramon $20 to d*** down his backpussy balls deep every Wednesday afternoon. It ended after Clark was kidnapped by Ramon in order to be ritually sacrificed by being fucked to death. He’s lucky he was able to escape the van and run into...

I am afraid if I tell her I love her, she’ll be frightened. Fear looks a lot like anger on her, and she doesn’t always know the difference. I also feel like a coward for not just being honest.

I get some people may be meant to spend their whole live without love. I just don’t understand why it has to be me.

Ive been put through so much and i have always been a strong person but all the hurt is really hitting me at once and its just getting to be too much on my heart

I think I was s******* assaulted when I was a child…. By someone in my family and who I think it is …..it’s someone so close to me.

I regret saying I will not regret hurting and leaving him behind.
That was a terrible thing to say.
I do enjoy spending time with him. I try to ignore the fact that he’s messaging other women while I’m sitting next to him. He says he cares about...

i have the ugliest f****** body ever. it’s all so bad on me it looks good on everyone else but my hip dips are ugly, my dumb boxy waist is so terrifying and my non flat stomach is infuriating. what’s most concerning is i hate my belly button. it’s so...

Many years ago I made a promise to myself that I wouldn’t kill myself before my parents passed away. I do not want to break their hearts to have to bury one of their children. On nights like tonight, I open my suicide note I have had typed up, read...

I hate life, so bad. i cant take it anymore. Yet nobody, not even my parents have noticed it. God I need help really bad. Lets hope i wont kill myself

I’m surrounded by good people, nice friends, caring teachers, and a loving family. But the more I grow up, the more I fight with my mom. We argue nearly every day and I hate it. So one day, I started cutting. My mom first found out about my cuts 2...

i finished the 4th season of skins.

Same s*** different day. I cant take this life anymore. Its so boring, sad and lonely. Im surrounded by some of the most miserable depressing people on the planet. I need a fresh start soon or im going to seriously flip out and harm myself and others.

know how i know you dont care anymore?
cuz you deleted our server babe, our memories, our precious memories, was too easy for you. I still have those starred messages saved on my phone bubu. I couldn’t just wipe them off clean cuz Idk there was still a teeny...

R,I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love...

I can see your worth…even if you can’t.

ive never felt so alone. im tired and i feel like crying.help.

i haven’t felt genuine, lasting happinness in 2 years, my high point of the day is when i finish homework early or when i understand what my professor is saying, i can’t connect to my family nor my friends, idk, i don’t wanna die but i’m also so tired of...

I miss him so much.I miss my handsome sweet Italian boy. I want him back, why did you leave me in this cruel dark world all alone. I have no one now. I hate you so much for leaving me but at the same time Ik it wasn’t your fault,...

I am so done with everything. Knowing K will always think I am the problem. Knowing that P will continue to share everything about me. Life is such an endless loop of nothingness that it gets me wondering if its worth sticking through with it. I don’t want to die...

I have such severe social anxiety that I can’t even leave my unit to buy food. And if it gets delivered I then have to deal with the neighbours watching me bring the food inside. I don’t like attention. So I stay inside all day and starve myself. Eventually I...

breaking down yet again because my life is not what it could and should be. the mistakes. the regrets are forcing me over the edge.

im so tired… ive known i was queer since i was like twleve ive also known that it would never be okay with my parents since i was twelve, now im almost twenty and they still dont know. i just want to feel open, and able to be myself

I’m Depressed and fat. im afraid to tell anyone because i dont want to be some gay dude that says hes depressed to everyone to get attention. i’ve been working out but man idk how much longer i can do this.

I think I’m becoming numb to the loneliness and unfufillment in my life.

I wish I was stronger and could leave a very love starved dead relationship. He starves my heart ❤️.

While I have spend endless wasted years feeding his .

He hurts my spirit. Oh I keep my thoughts to myself . He would just shut me up calling...

Thank you dad for giving me a ptsd. I am 20 years old this year and I can’t still look straight into your eyes for more than 5 seconds. Every time I talk to you, I will start trembling. I hate the fact that all of my siblings have to...

I really want to die. I think my life has no meaning left and the people I love have others they’ll be happier with. People who are with me pity me. I don’t think I’ll ever have what I want in life. I hope when I sleep tonight, I don’t...

I’m at a very low point right now, after becoming aware of some uncomfortable truths about myself the past couple of months and I don’t think I’ve ever hated myself with this kind of intensity before. Thinking about some of my behavioural pattern and ‘f*ck ups’ makes me feel physically...

Im afraid my husband’s depression will lead him to suicide. I’m afraid he’ll get sick, horribly sick with something. I’m afraid he won’t be able to get a job. Or to have a success something. I pray he’ll find joy again

I don’t blame you for backing a safe bet. I spent so much time thinking about how much better my life would be with you in it, I never stopped to ask myself if yours would be any better with me in it. I don’t think it would be. I’m...

“Someday theyll be a time for us
I said the truth is here, I laid my human movements bare so that you could hear
I let you into my lair and let you compare my fluid tears to the wounds you bear.
Now this music is a...

Music that will haunt you . As it does me.
Jerrod Neeman “only god can love you more”
And the song “all I ask of you” by Barbra Streisand.
Hope you will find healing . Any true woman worth anything , would also send this music to...

The one I thought I was dealing with – the subject – was not the subject at all. Not sure we have ever crossed paths except in my mind. But then who is that then? Are there two of them? It’s crazy that today is the first day I laid...

I no longer want to breathe. I’m just an empty husk with no aspiration, motive, willpower, thoughts.
Breathing just to please my close ones.
There’s only two things that i look up for the future, is a game and a cartoon. Other than that, Nothing.