I don’t know who I am right now. I can’t think right. Even though I don’t know who I am all I know for sure is that I hate myself. My girlfriend doesn’t know that I’m loosing feelings and trying to figure out a way to break up with her. But if I do I might loose everyone around me and everything might fall apart. I’ve been pushing everyone important in my life away without meaning to. I’m loosing interest in some of the things that I used to love. Who the hell even am I now.