My dad prefers his other children from my stepmom more than me and doesnt see me as his child and i havent seen him in 2 years and his missing al the important momemts in my life and it hurts more than i can exlpain to anyone just the thaught that im not good enough and still i try to pretend i am at school but nights like this i break down amd has severe atcks and break downs nobidy knows this and im just feeling so alone and i dont want to burden anyne in my family