Everyone loves to invalidate my memories. then months later turns out i was right. i hate people without an open-mind.. always having to be right… even when they have no reason to. makes me feel like im going crazy. like when you start experiencing the mandela affect. this world is full of cold people. and i get the end of the stick. is it because of how i look, is it my voice do these superficial things make people judge me before really getting to know me? is it who my family is is it how i dresS? cuz im always put into a box. im the clown everyone laughs at.. and i never feel like i deserve it. is it because im quiet because i think before i talk? can’t help but feel like this meat suit makes people treat me differently. am i just a hoe you wanna f***? is that why you can’t value or validate my opinions because your ego can’t handle me being right. s*** always hits the fan… the truth always comes out. maybe i should learn patience and learn that my peace is better than ur validation. as long as i know i got a good heart and once i start trusting my self more, things will get better. thats it. bye.