Many mornings i sit on my front porch with coffee and a cigarette as a relaxing way to watch the world wake up. This morning i was doing so with the residual taste of the male runner i orally please (usually weekly but sometimes more frequently) still clinging in my throat. An older couple was on ther morning walk today, i see them occasionally. She was the usual casual wave and good morning but he did not even glance my direction. She called him out on it and told him to at least say good morning, and they were on their way again. As they walked away he turned and looked back at me with an uncertain ezpression on hia face I hope she did not give him grief later, because i know why he was acting awkwardly. About six weeks ago he made his first visit to my back yard shed to take his own pleasure in my mouth. It was actually emotional for him because he had not gotten any relief in a very long time. I told him he was welcome any time. But like many older married men he was truly suffering the guilt and shame of taking his pleasure in a man’s mouth and for being unfaithful to his wife. But naturally after getting the incredible pleasure i gave him as i reverently worshipped his hard hungry male flesh…he told me during and after that he had no idea such pleasure existed…his guilt and remorse and shame got to him and after a couole of weeks i assumed he would never return. But sure enough, i eventually saw him on a morning solo walk and he came up to me unable to even speak or ask, and i simply had him follow me to my back yard shed and without speaking i gave him what he needed again. And of course afterwards despite his enjoyment in the moment, he was in tears again and said he could never do this again. But a week later, he was back for more. Then again a few days after that This is where we are at as i saw him on his walk with his wife this morning. I have sincere empathy for his inner crisis, and he kmows if he comes back for more he will get it time and again. I know it sounds arrogant but i know eventually he will come back again and again. Not because i am conceited but because i simply know men and the type of man that seeks what i give them on my knees. He will come back because they all do eventually this is simply how some men get what they need and i enjoy giving it to them for a host of reasons…..from the diary of a closet neighborhood cocksucker
Ever since my dad passed away me and my mom have been having s** together and nobody knows about it until we were in my bedroom the other day and her sister is here my aunt and we were really going at it I was really pumping my mom both my c** and my aunt walked in on us and she kind of freaked out and she walked back out so Mom got up put on a robe and walked out the door and so I just stayed in here for about 30 minutes then my mom knocks on the door she’s going to come in and I said yeah come on in she was just still in her robe and she shut the door and she walked over and she said your aunt wants to have s** with you too and I looked at it and I said what she goes yeah your aunt wants to have s** with you too is that okay with you and I said sure why not and so she went over the door opened up the door she says in a call for her sister and your sister came up and came in the door and Mom shut the door and locked it and it’s so nobody else would walk in on it and your stance my aunt with a see-through nighty on top and bottom and I could see everything that she had and Mom said come on over here so my aunt walked over here and sitting and I was still undressed and my d***’s hanging out and grabbed a hold of my c*** and she grabbed a hold of my aunt’s hand and she put it in her hand with my and they started kissing and started kissing my aunt and I started feeling her up and I totally lay down and I took off her bottoms and I started playing with her p**** and Mom says I’m going to leave you two guys alone for a little bit and your mom walked out of the room and massage started playing with my aunt and her start f******** her and that are really wet and she started to come and better to come really quick and she couldn’t believe it and then so I figured again and she started coming again and she was even squirting she I had her going so much and so I put a towel down underneath of her and I had to come right over to the edge of the bed and I put myself inside of her and I slowly went in and out of here for a while and I was just looking at her and I started kissing her and I took off her top and she’s got really b******* compared to my mom my mom’s kind of small and so I started sucking on her n****** and and going in and out of it and start going a little faster and faster and then I’m just really pumped her and she got off again and so we just kept going it that when I started sucking on her n****** and she was telling me that they’re real sensitive and I said okay so I started sucking on both of them and then she starts to come again and God she was wet she got so wet and then I said well I want to be with Mom this morning too so I’m going to tell Mom to come back in here she said okay so she grabbed her 90s and I’m down the door and my mom came in the door and shut the door and locked it came over took a whole room and she said how did it go and I said really good and certainly laid down and started kissing my mom and I said thank you for written her come in and be with me and she said no problems either hasn’t had s** in a long time and I said well I noticed that because she was so tight and I came inside of her she said you did and I said yeah I did and it said that you know you got to be real safe about that and I said why can’t I am not upstairs but she hasn’t done you know when women have everything taken out like my mom did and so she said to be real careful when you come inside of her I said okay and so we started f****** and start getting my mom off and me and my mom spend about a couple hours in here and I was getting along with the 9th time and love me just so wet and I can’t answer my mom about three times and does if my mom is sick really happy that my aunt taught us and I said you had a really priest about that too until no one walked out of the picture that the door open and here comes my aunt again just can we do some more of that and I said sure come in and so I told her to shut the door and lock it so she did and right over and start Grandma holding my c*** so I want this back inside me I told her right down and she just opened up the road she had on and she was completely naked and so I started screwing her again and he went here for another hour and she got off a couple more times and every time I was getting her off her eyes shut so big Transit that feeling good and it’s good G******* yes so I turned over and then started f****** from behind and I sit down I want to try something here so I moved her up in your a** and I pushed finally inside and she said that’s the wrong hole and I said no it’s not and you’re just a little too big though and sit down now calm down and just not going to go real slow at it and finally got my whole pack up inside of it and I’m still Tough Enough. I never comes up fucked when it says I noticed she was so tight and I came really quick and I just sat inside the room and talked I’m going to start pumping her again said God will try to come downstairs I saw a shot inside of her a** twice she was getting up he got so f****** wet again and that’s when mom walked in and saw me but f****** her she’s on now I see where you guys are at so yeah she was enjoying this Mom said I noticed and so I fucked her and she was getting off right in front of mom and I can’t believe what I’m doing here with my nephew and he’s just been f****** the s*** out of me and I’ve been loving it and so she got up and she said you know we better go get ready we got to go to that thing today and she said yeah I know so Mom and I left her over why I called a friend of mine up and I told him what’s been going on with me and my mom and my aunt and he wouldn’t he wanted in on it so I told him I could get your a** over here before they get here and not introduce you to both of them and we’ll see what we can do so he said okay so and he’s bigger than I am and I told him to just take off all your clothes and just set up a bit and I’m going to start sucking on you when they walk in the door and I want to pick up and watch me s*** you because it really and that goes yeah so they can when they came home and I’m locked on the door and I said yeah come on anyway so she came in and he sitting on the edge of the bed and I was going down on him good what’s going on here and I said this is my friend and I love you introduce you so I’m she came over she shook his hand and everything and I said this alone and what do you think of his c*** and she would have to tell me that Jesus and he is kind of big and most of you want to try it out she said yes and so I don’t know said calling things and she just had a robot because she he know what I wanted to be with her me and him just traded back and forth with my mom and my aunt and just when we’ve done coming inside of them and just gave a trade and back and forth between my mom and my aunt and we did that for quite a while and he was coming in both of them and I was to they both gotten really wet and the next morning he was still here so we started it up again mom took me to the side and she told me I’m glad you brought him over because I really like his c*** and she said that he was shooting inside of her and she could hear it I mean reloading her up and I said yeah I noticed when I was f****** you that you had a lot of c** inside of me and she said yeah so we thought and we fucked him as well and that’s what happened okay
J’aurai jamais pensse te dire ce que je t’ai dit auj , sors de ma vie tu ne fais que de me blesse bonne chance pour tous chemins que tu va prendre
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K.O.W.
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B.B.Q.
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