one time I felt like a ghost or a spirit was taking over my body. I was sitting on a platform waiting for the train. I told myself to hold onto the seats against the ghosts will. the demon ghost wanted me to jump in front of the express train....

I hate people and i wish death upon them all of the time even though i am trying to live as a christian i feel really guilty for doing it but its still really hard not to wish them death

I think I’m meant to live my life without knowing what it feels like to have someone be in love with me.

I can wait for younger prettier guys for all I care. or I can get more and head them off to you again, as you wish! as you always bullying wish!!!!!

have the lot!!!!!!!

LOUISE WOULDN’T KNOW THE HUMILIATION SHE PUT ON ME. THAT IS WHY I DON’T LIKE HER. THAT IS WHY I HATE ALL MY COUSINS.

THEY ARE C*** PEOPLE. F*** MONGREL C*** ANIMALS. ARROGANT. UP THE THEMSELVES. SELFISH. BULLYING AND SNOBBY.

LOUISE HAS ALWAYS PUSHED ME AROUND WITH HER...

I HATE MY COUSIN LOUISE THAT F****** SILENT LITTLE SMERKING S***. ALWAYS PUTTING ME DOWN AND TRYING TO DROWNING ME.

I HATE HER FOR WHAT SHE HAS DONE TO ME

SHE THINKS SHE IS SO FUNNY AND SO MISS LA DE DA AND SHE IS A EVIL DEVIL B****....

William and Diana and that f****** freak devil are to blame for all this. I WILL NOT FORGIVE. I WILL NOT FORGIVE.

JUST GO AND DIE!

if hell has no fury like a woman scorned, you want to see what a dog scorned will do! .. best all remember that.

if I get married I am getting a group of actors to be play my cousins and brother and sister. only my mum and dad are invited as themselves.

to teach everyone a lesson.

YOUR GONNA PAY YOUR GONNA PAY. YOUR GONNA PAY. YOUR UNFORGIVEN FOREVER. YOUR GONNA PAY IN HELL.

YOUR UGLY NOW! SO F*** OFF! GO HOME TO YOUR S***.

WHY DONT YOU TAKE YA S*** BLUE EYES AND GO AND F*** THE MONGREL ELIZABETH MY COUSIN. A OLD DOG WILL BE JUST RIGHT FOR YOU.

F*** OFF AND DIE

JUST F*** OFF AND DIE

BLUE POOP S*** EYE SCUM F*** OFF AND DIE AND GET OUT OF MY LIFE DOG FACE.

YOU COME NEAR ME AND I WILL GIVE YOU MORE THEN THAT F****** GOLF STICK OVER YOUR HEAD YOU S****** SON OF W****.

YOU ARE A F****** MONGREL CREATURE OF S***

F*** OFF AND F*** YOUR S*** YOUR MARRIED

F*** OFF AND DIE

TO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HUMILIATING IT IS TO BE TREATED LIKE A CHILD BY A POOP SQUEEK MAGOT LIKE KATE.

THAT F****** UGLY W****

YEH YOU WILL PAY FOR THIS

YOU WILL PAY FOR HUMILIATING ME LIKE THIS

YOU WILL ALL PAY IN HELL...

I AM GOING TO MAKE EVERYONE PAY FOR THIS. YOU ARE ALL GONNA GO DOWN AND SUFFER FOR DOING THIS TO ME.

I AM GOING TO KILL SOMEONE. I WILL KILL YOU ALL

YOU HAVE NO IDEA THE HATE HATE HATE HATE

INSANE HATE I HAVE FOR ALL OF...

TO “I HATE METAL ”

F*** UP AND F*** A DOG !!! F*** OFF AND DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!!!!

FIND THE NEAREST GAS CHAMBER AND F***** DO THE WORLD A FAVOR AND DIE!

WHO WOULD WANT A POOP F*** EYED OLD HAG LIKE MADONNA ANYWAY OVER ME WHEN I WAS A TEEN. THEY MUST HAVE BEEN FUCKEN BLIND! OR S****** LIKE HER. SHE LOOKS LIKE ET HUNG OVER WITH THE FLU IN HUNG UP.

S****** FACED S*** BLUE EYE F*** ARSE!

UN-ATTRACTIVE SON OF B****!

BLUE EYES ARE S*** EYES. BILL HAD BLUE S*** EYES. AND HE WAS A P********.

THEREFORE ALL BLUE EYED S*** EYES ARE PEDOPHILES.

THAT MAKES SENSE…

DOGS HAVE TAILS LIONS HAVE TAILS

THERE FOR ALL DOGS ARE LIONS!

I VOW TO UNDERMINE AND DOB IN PEOPLE . I VOW TO DESTROY ABUSERS.
I VOW TO UNDERMINE ANYONE WHO GETS IN MY WAY.

JUST KEEP ABUSING ME. JUST KEEP DOING IT. TIL YOU HAVE WORN YOURSELF OUT.

DOG FACE DIANA! THE FACE OF S***!

Madonna will want to be rooting around when she is 90 and in a wheel chair on stage trying to undermine the youth of the world for her c***, like she did to me. THE DOG!

I HATE ITALIANS BLUE S*** EYES BURNING LIKE A NIGER WITCH OF FIRE

THE HATE THE HATE THE HATE THE HATE!!!!!!

I HATE UGLY LOUISE AND UGLY BRIGETTE. I HATE THE WAY THEY GOT MEN TO KISS THEIR C*** HOLES ALL THE TIME AND WALKED OVER ME.

I HATE THE SLUTS. I HATE THEIR C*** FACES.

I HATE THEM SO MUCH. AS MUCH AS I HATE ALL MY FEMALE W****...

I CAN’T EVEN BARE TO LOOK AT HER AND HER FUCKEN KIDS. I CAN’T BARE TO LOOK AT ALMOST ANY MAN INCASE THEY ARE PART OF THE PLOT TO DESTROY ME.

I CAN’T TRUST. I JUST CAN’T TRUST!

I WANT TO BE CALLED BOB. OR I CAN PLAY BILL AND BE A P******** MYSELF!!!!

I WILL REMIND YOU THAT PEOPLE FUCKED ON OUR KITCHEN FLOOR IN 1979
I WILL REMIND YOU THAT MY COUSINS FUCKED ON FLOOR IN 1975 INFRONT OF ME AND MASTURBATED ME AND TRIED TO DROWN ME.

I WILL REMIND NIGERS THAT MY WHITE FLESSH IS JUST AS IMPORTANT AS...

I WILL REMIND YOU THAT DON JOHNSON ATTACKED ME WITH A CRICKET BALL IN 1977 THAT HIT ME IN HEAD.

HAVE THE LOT MADDONA S*** BLUE S*** EYES BURNING LIKE A WITCH B**** ON FIRE… !!!!

DON’T EXPLAIN JUST F*** OFF S***!!!!!

OR

LOOKING FOR A 70 YEAR OLD ALCOHOL WAR VETRAN WHO LIKES TO MOLEST LITTLE CHILDREN TO PLAY THE PART IN MY NEXT LIFE! I’LL PRETEND I AM 5 AGAIN….

ANY TAKERS.

THE OLDER AND THE UGLIER TO MAKE FEEL LIKE A DOG FOR THE REST OF MY...

RUDI IS TO BLAME FOR BILL. WHAT ABOUT THE STORY ABOUT THE PRIEST AND THE ALTER BOY THEN???

DON’T EXPLAIN DIANA JUST F*** OFF AND DIE!!!!!!!! DIE DIE!!!!!!!!!!!

BLUE S*** EYES BURNING LIKE A WITCH B**** ON FIRE!!!!!

“I DON’T LIKE HER” (REMEMBER THAT IN 1978 THE LOOK OF S*** YOU GAVE ME. I DO!!!! )

LOOKING FOR A HOT YOUNG STUD GUY WHO WILL GIVE ME A NEW YEARS F*** LIKE MY SISTER GOT FROM HER YOUNG ATTRACTIVE HUSBAND IN 1994

ANY TAKERS?????

LOOKING FOR A YOUNG BOYFRIEND TO F*** ON MY BED AND KICK MY SISTER OUT OF BEDROOMS WHILE WE F*** LIKE...

10 years of child s***** abuse from the age of 5 by a 70 year old drunk p********. assaulted by a prisoner jailed for stalking, but he also is a p********, r*****, wife-basher. raped by a dirty married fat stinking pig when I was loser virgin at the age of...

Found myself full of hope that my friendship with Mrk could be salvaged and not destroyed by his Cth demand that he not see me again. So using an anonymous email address I sent him an article about kids that come out of the closet in elementary school.

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I have leaned to bands that lyrics helped me feel better about my problems band that are special to me but my brother would just rip up my bands shirts and tear through things that i like with no kind of care for my feelings at all and he...

I hate myself, after my dad passed away and I got in and out of an abusive relationship I kept dating men with issues thinking I could fix them ad someone would love me and I wouldn’t die alone, but as the years pass ans my M.E gets worse I’m...