I’m tempted to give up on her and I I feel like I’ve been trying so long and litteeally I put in the effort. She doesn’t even try to communicate back. I don’t think she even knows I tried to reach her. The messages are unread. I’m blocked on fb. I’ve spent a year even trying to reach her on different social media on off. Tried to rebuild start from scratch. Impress her compliment her and say how I truly feel. All those months I spent on my knees praying for her for and for us that was 2 f****** years ago. Then you tease me with a vision of us and tell me well have kids and make me earn them by doing good deeds just basically keep doing it till something happens then you tease me with how she looked pregnant and no one told me s*** for months I’m left alone wondering if anything even happened with a woman I love who won’t speak to me let alone even add me on social media who was probably carrying my kid that was my gift of my love to her. Then more months go by I know nothing no one tells me anything. I spent months begging the real jesus for clarity tell me what is going on felt like their souls exist and don’t understand where I’m under this god that can’t possibly be jesus while trying to find jesus for 2 1/2 godamn years of working my a** off obsessing over what in the name of God I could possibly be doing wrong. Months and months of devotion and bible studies and all those prayers and trying to learn and fun. Months I was tormented for I think almost a year and I still get tormented. Everything I have been through in faith is so unfair. Then I saw recently she didn’t even look pregnant. This god is such a jerk. I blame the real jesus every day for not helping me or my life not h3lping me understand what is going on leaving me on my own to try to figure everything out for a year or more. All the he’ll and torment I have gone through all the horrible things I have gone through in the last 2 years. My life genuinely feels so bad that this year I finally looked for a diff god yet still believing In Jesus bc it just that gofamn awful it shouldn’t be this hard. I’ll curse you every day jesus for not helping me all those times I seemed the real jesus not this thunder thing or satan. This is bs. You have nonidea how many times u even asked for deliverance from things You have no idea how many times I have tried to confess sins or talked to a priest. How much effort I have put into it Christianity and faith and these weird spiritual things I have gone through. I’ve spent 2 1 /2 years still trying ti understand visions even. And all this other stuff that I don’t understand (other spiritual things all kinds of stuff even dreams that were spiritual) and yeah I prayed about it yeah I talked to priest about it. Your Bible is useless on so many issues. Jesus is a damn moron and a jerk and clearly is f****** deaf
I AM ALSO KNOWN AS BRUTICUS
BRUTICUS
I’m pretty sure I’m dying, I’m constantly nauseous, have new pain in my bones, and every time I sit on the toilet it looks like I put a bottle of red food coloring in there. My ADD and anxiety are bad enough that I’m too scared to go to the...
who the hell is writing here by using my name?
XD stop lying
I have a crush on Nicole Richmond, I have for ages, she’s so hella cute and attractive and has a gentle and lovely personality
I love you so much. -boo<3 reply to:
yes u only loves me in ur dream never in real.so stop lying
is this him ghosting me? just being more mean to me because he always has to win? I love him. this s****. I feel like I want to cry, but then again, it’s like I’m part fake, like it’s only dramatic nausea, only dramatic tears, no real deep pain, just...
(TW: SA, Abuse mention) I was s******* assaulted by my step father and hes still in my house, I see him consistently. I didn’t tell my mom because it would have been a hassle and a small part of me thought that she wouldn’t believe me even though she definitely...
My toxic trait is seeing us together even after you have told me no like a million times. 🤦🏻♀️ I really am in love with you. I’m so sorry. 💔 I don’t know how not to, I promise I’ve tried. 😭 I keep holding out hope...
“Faith is all about trusting God even when you don’t understand His plan.” – Joel Osteen.
i shouldnt b here – who knows?
i shouldnt b here
My levothyroxine is at 137 mgs. Im barely hyper . I think I need more dose. But the doctor has made it clear ..I need to be careful of my heart racing from being hyper.
So for now I hope I can lose another 50 lbs …before they lower...
Whatever else might have happened, I reached out for you to save me in my hour of darkness, and you did. And you’re still here. I won’t abandon you. I was just selfish and mad. Sorry. I’ll be here if you need me.
You didn’t leave me to die. And I was a dickhead. You gave me more chances than I deserved. I’m just returning the favor. Good night
Was Rukobia created to help me, or kill me? I will never take another dose.
Im going to the gym tomorrow. I need to lose 80 lbs . tomorrow is the first day of the rest of an amazing journey called life . I know I can accomplish this . I have to . my options are life or death . I am choosing to...
I am married to a narcissist… A narcissist that is set on keeping me trapped in this s***** marriage…. I’m growing to hate him more and more each day. The feeling of him touching me is absolutely awful. Of course now if I leave him, I’m the...
I wish I didn’t notice the “phycology in situations.” It makes “being a good person” really hard. I love you, so much, it’s under controll but is always in my mind, creeping back there. Sleep well 19 8 1 14 14 15 14. 💖😇
I want p****
My name is corvallus and I’m nutty for n***** Nuts! I’m cuckoo for cocoa c****! I love Liberian loads! My name is corvallus and my a****** belongs to every n***** in the world!
Roeahoe.is scum. I hate you Mr daddyoroe. Ya only a child molester would want to be called that u sick prick
When I want a s***** hamburger made from cow lips, I get a Big Buford
-CORVALLUS
More than you deserve.
We looked into each other’s eyes, for that seemed like an eternity.
No words were spoken . Except mine
I was scared he was leaving to go to war. I didn’t want him to die.
I just wanted him to be protected.
There used to be this old hag named Nadine, with ginormous t***. And we would try to emulate her voice as she would speak to her husband, Art. The line was always: “Ohhhhh, Art, my n****** hurt”
Shayne R. You are the biggest fucked up p************ I ever met. You deserve to loose your company. That’s right never was yours anyways. Why?? Cuz you may of had one once, but be honest it was only cause your ex wife and her dad bought it for you. Sure...
I hate this planet. I hate being here. I hate almost everyone on it. I hate not knowing why I’m here or what put us here. I hate that noone is like me. I hate what is expected of me. I hate that killing exists and that in order for...
I had a dream once of being laid in a cave . A man , wrapped me in white . He covered my entire body , except my face. He never spoke , he turned around and began waking out the cave . I laid there and just whispered ,...
I’ve lived abroad, got a grad degree, am a working professional. Can’t break 50k, can barely afford tiny apt and 20 year old car. In my 30s can’t find a husband or afford a house. I think I’d rather commit suicide than live through another 30-50 years of this. Without...
I’m growing to f****** hate him…. He gets to be an a** to me and his kids for years…. & Still everyone would put him before me if I were to leave. Everyone is so brainwashed by his narcissistic personality they can’t see him for the d*** he is....
Actually, I’m not okay.
They say if you crave for something truly from heart the whole universe conspires to make it accomplish.. You never thought about us truly , neither made any effort on the contrary ruined more everytime I made an effort. No don’t get me wrong I am not initiating anything I...
Mr. Percentage: Burning incels alive I 100% approve! Skinning incels alive I 200% approve! Cutting incels ugly microscopic dicks and balls I 300% approve! Mutilating incels to as many pieces possible I 400% approve! Shoving large rough dildos up incels ugly nasty in-denial f** asses I 500% approve! Frying...
CHINESE UGLY INCEL AUTISTIC RETARD DERANGED DELUSIONAL DETACHED P*** SCHIZO RETARD (LIKE ACCORDING TO CENSUS ALL INCELS) NEEDS TO STOP BEING JEALOUS OF MY BOYHOLE FULL OF JISM AND HE WILL BE CHOKED TO DEATH BY THE POURING OF HOLY JISM IN HIS THROAT AND A MASSIVE GUY GOOSH GOOSHING...
Neighbors are a brother and sister, elderly, living together for the financial concenience of it. She is widowed, he is gay. I learned he was gay by him chatting over the fence with me one day about nothing at all and him suddenly saying as if it was no big...
If God doesn’t exist – everything we do still matters. Maybe introspect and consider why you fall into that kind of dichotomous thinking. You don’t need religion to live morally and for the better good of all. I’ve met atheists with more integrity than religious fucks.
My father in law stole my cocaine on my wedding day. He was Geeked as hell during the reception. Crazy old b******.
Sometimes I pick my nose and I wipe it on the dog.
There’s something called “rent a friend” – now, would you say they are s** workers or would you judge someone who gets paid for their time to pretend? In turn, do you judge actors for faking emotions and pretending? Do you judge s** workers? Sorry, but there’s no difference to...
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