There’s something wrong with me. Like I think I’m depressed but I don’t want to self diagnose but also I think that it would just be easier not to be alive anymore. I don’t have any long term plans for my future cause I can’t really picture living that long. I still feel like I’m just doing it for attention, but I haven’t told anyone I wanna die so it can’t be that right? But I also feel like it could be that I want to be more interesting because I’m so f****** boring.