You know that day you told me how you thought you were in love with me? That you were anxiously waiting to tell me how you feel? Well, I was feeling that way too. I’ve been feeling like that this entire time. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you in the moment. I didn’t know how to process it. I still don’t. But you make me feel so incredibly different. It’s uncomfortable, uncanny and here to stay. You make me want to be a better person in the hopes that we make something beautiful.
But what’s really holding me back isn’t my fear of intimacy. Or the fact that I’m completely avoidant. What holds me back from embracing this newfound love is her. I look just like her. My middle name is hers. We have the same interests, the same smile, the same everything. I understand you’ve known me longer than her, and that you liked me before you even met her, but I don’t know. I’m scared that you only like me now because you see her in me.
I appreciate the rekindling of our friendship, it means so much to me as it does to you. But I’m afraid of these feelings we have for each other. I really do like you. I would go as far as to say I love you. But I’m scared that you only love me because of her.
I’ll say what I would like to say to you here.
Being around you is such a privilege in my life. I understand that you think you’re indebted to me, but honestly, it’s the other way around. You’ve shown me that I’m capable of a love that I don’t want to run from. You are so generous, and hilarious, and incredibly handsome. To rekindle with you has been such a rollercoaster, and I never want to get off. I just hope that you like me for me, and not who you see in me. I really really like you. It’s making me freak out. I don’t know what to do with these feelings. I’d like a life with you.
But naturally, I can’t bring myself to say this to you face to face. Even if you wear your heart on your sleeve.
I like you so much. I’m sorry I’m scared.
Please pray to God through Jesus Christ, read the bible and go to church or watch it online for better health, wealth, happiness, peace and love. Thank you
I wet my bed again. I need someone to change my pants and clean my little bottom for me. I’m only 19 so I’m just a kid really. I’m a little wetter girl and I need someone to take care of me. Love Chloe xx
I wish I were never even born. This life is the worst. I hate the way I look. I hate the way I feel. I hate being this gross person that nobody ever considers a human being. Just walk all over me. I don’t care anymore. Why God? Why did you have to make me like this? I just want to be normal. I want to be part of a family. I want my brothers and sisters to care about how I’m doing. We hate each other so much. I cry thinking about how other people love and care for one another. Im nothing to my family. Just a mistake nobody wanted. It’s ok to pretend we aren’t related in school because I’m fat and ugly. It fine, I don’t have feelings or anything. Go ahead and let them bully me. Sibling protection is only for attractive people. Anybody anywhere at any time can just do whatever to me and it won’t mean anything. I wish God had just not made me. Im nothing and I’ll always be nothing. You live it up with your big house and all your cars. Have a great life out there with all your grandkids. Don’t even think about me. Im just a grain of dirt under your boot
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Jesus beats us because he loves us. If he didn’t love us he would ignore us. He beats us to build our character. Beat the s*** out of me Jesus and make me a better person. We all deserve it Lord!
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Davide Giri’s life mattered. So do the lives of the police officers who arrested his KILLER AND HIS KILLER’S LIFE DOESN’T MATTER!
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I wish I didn’t have any mental health. I want to be stronger but my mind’s weak… I really qant to be alone sometimes necause I can’t act nice to the others. I want to disappear
