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I’m 21 and I’m still a parent border. 2 years from now, I’ll be graduating college but I don’t feel like I’m ready with adult responsibilities yet.

I wanna leave my home and work abroad (Spain is my dream country btw) but my parents are so against it too. They said I can only leave the house when I’m getting married and start my own family but the thing is I’m gay and I don’t have any plans on having my own kids.

I also had friends, a circle. But all of them cuts me off and now I seek online friendships a lot and it also feels like they’re not sticking too long too.

I’ve had a lot of suicide attempts due to my existential crisis and how the world can actually function without me. This has been bothering me for months now and the fact that New Year is near and I’m still living, I feel so proud of myself.

The only thing I know right now is, 2 years from now I’ll be leaving the house without them knowing (currently processing my passport) and after leaving, I’m gonna come out as gay and it’s up to them if they will accept me or not.

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